X____K

Are you all pulling on the next banners or are you all going to wait for Mavuika/Citlali?

The_REAL_Arlecchino

@X____K so real. ALSO NAVIDAD HAHAHHDHF
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X____K

Nahida* dahm autocorrect
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X____K

@The_REAL_Arlecchino SAME LIKE I got c1 Navidad and c1 hu tao all on accident bc I was "sure" I'd lose the 50/50
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X____K

Are you all pulling on the next banners or are you all going to wait for Mavuika/Citlali?

The_REAL_Arlecchino

@X____K so real. ALSO NAVIDAD HAHAHHDHF
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X____K

Nahida* dahm autocorrect
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X____K

@The_REAL_Arlecchino SAME LIKE I got c1 Navidad and c1 hu tao all on accident bc I was "sure" I'd lose the 50/50
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X____K

Little tip:
          Don't get 2 tattoos done in one day.
          
          I'm dead LMAO

X____K

@Not_emergencyfood my ribs hurted less then this leg tattoo LMAO
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Not_emergencyfood

@X____K hmm depends on where you get the tattoo ig and your tolerance to pain ✨️✨️✨️
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X____K

WAKE UP PEOPLE.
          LADY GAGA DROPPED A SINGLE (disease) AND IT GIVES DOTTORE VIBES

X____K

@I_Need_Writing_Ideas RIGGHYTTTTT OR LIKE DRAW ANIMATIONS
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I_Have_Writing_Ideas

@X____K OMG IT DOES-
            MAKES ME WANNA LEARN HOW TO EDIT AHHH
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X____K

Who are you all pulling for in the next update?
          
          I might pull for Chiori :)

The_REAL_Arlecchino

@X____K I JUTS PULLED FOR HER CAUSE SHES PRETTY
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X____K

MOSTLY WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN WRITING RECENTLY:
          
          The lack of inspiration and muse is big but the thing that weighs in more is EDS(ehlers danlos syndrome). It is only going backwards for me thus getting worse. My fingers, wrists, hands amongst other things, hurt a lot recently allowing me to not type that well or at all some days. It is often times hard for me to text friends etc so to write full chapters or books is even harder.
          It saddens me since I truly love to write it is just hard becaue of my EDS.
          I'd love to write again but I don't think it will be possible.
          EDS also tires me out so I most of the time don't have the energy for most things anymore. 
          Do know I truly wish I could write again. It is just hard currently and am trying to find a solution for it so I can do so again without pain:)
          
          I really do long for the days when I could upload a chapter every single day like I did with my first Dottolone book. I truly miss those times.

Meoxxh

@X____K I'm so sorry for u I hope u get better or heal soon !!
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Mixxie_meowwe

@X____K Aww, don't worry about it. Please take care of yourself and don't overexert yourself; self care is very important! I hope you get better soon!
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slashingBTEC

@X____K I hope you get better
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X____K

Are you all excited for Natlan?!
          
          I am bc Il capipapi LMAO
          
          Not so happy with the banners though. I need c6 ayato:(

The_REAL_Arlecchino

@X____K yeah but i couldnt get navia and i dont know when the other rerun, but im sticking to Xilonen
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X____K

@The_REAL_Arlecchino itto, navia, albedo & Zhongli exist as well
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The_REAL_Arlecchino

@X____K yess I really want another geo bc i hate noelle and I only have ningguang and gorou and yunjin
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valenettesm1ne

Heyo!! I read your dottolone story and bro it was actually really good lmao- But seriously, get well soon and i‘m sorry you have to feel that way. Also sorry for the random comment, js felt like commenting this because the dottolone story is actually really good

X____K

@valenettesm1ne heyyy sorry for the late response! I am so glad you liked the story and if you are talking about the cyberpunk ish AU one then my apologies for not continuing on it. 
            Thank you for being concerned about me and thank you for wishing me well that is very kind of you and very kind of you to think of my miserable piece of bitch as-...anyways XD thank you.
            Just a little update I'm still miserable physically and I'm afraid that won't go away soon. I'm trying to get my motivation back for the things I love but it is hard especially now but I'm doing my best as I really do want to continue writing.
            Thank you for your kind words. It helps build up my motivation to come back despite the pain and suffering!♡ (I told you all I'm rl Baizhu smh) 
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ASSSSS we all know I'm not uploading like I used to.
          
          I want to truly apologise for making you all wait and for my absence although I'm sure it is not missed.
          My reasoning for not writing:
          1. I have no inspiration 
          2. I have no energy (my disorder is getting worse thus my body is in pain and that trains my energy. Baizhu and me twinning fr)
          3. I lost all my interest for all my hobbies (even cosplay, drawing etc)
          
          Do know that I miss the love and the positive feedback and that I miss making you cry and suffer</3 JK JK
          
          No I really want to try my best but everytime I look at the emty page (to start writing) nothing comes to mind.
          Could I finish the smut between oc and childe...yes. is there enough plot of the dottolone to continue...yes...
          
          But I'm missing my spark if you know what I mean?
          I will try my best regardless but my best is not good enough to put a few words down so until then I won't be uploading anything soon anymore (unless natlan because Capipapi AAAH~) anyways JK
          
          It ISNT a official goodbye. I will still be replying to comments but until I found that spark again I'm not writing anymore.
          
          (Watch me upload a chapter next week LMAO JK JK JK)