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ASSSSS we all know I'm not uploading like I used to.
          	
          	I want to truly apologise for making you all wait and for my absence although I'm sure it is not missed.
          	My reasoning for not writing:
          	1. I have no inspiration 
          	2. I have no energy (my disorder is getting worse thus my body is in pain and that trains my energy. Baizhu and me twinning fr)
          	3. I lost all my interest for all my hobbies (even cosplay, drawing etc)
          	
          	Do know that I miss the love and the positive feedback and that I miss making you cry and suffer</3 JK JK
          	
          	No I really want to try my best but everytime I look at the emty page (to start writing) nothing comes to mind.
          	Could I finish the smut between oc and childe...yes. is there enough plot of the dottolone to continue...yes...
          	
          	But I'm missing my spark if you know what I mean?
          	I will try my best regardless but my best is not good enough to put a few words down so until then I won't be uploading anything soon anymore (unless natlan because Capipapi AAAH~) anyways JK
          	
          	It ISNT a official goodbye. I will still be replying to comments but until I found that spark again I'm not writing anymore.
          	
          	(Watch me upload a chapter next week LMAO JK JK JK)

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ASSSSS we all know I'm not uploading like I used to.
          
          I want to truly apologise for making you all wait and for my absence although I'm sure it is not missed.
          My reasoning for not writing:
          1. I have no inspiration 
          2. I have no energy (my disorder is getting worse thus my body is in pain and that trains my energy. Baizhu and me twinning fr)
          3. I lost all my interest for all my hobbies (even cosplay, drawing etc)
          
          Do know that I miss the love and the positive feedback and that I miss making you cry and suffer</3 JK JK
          
          No I really want to try my best but everytime I look at the emty page (to start writing) nothing comes to mind.
          Could I finish the smut between oc and childe...yes. is there enough plot of the dottolone to continue...yes...
          
          But I'm missing my spark if you know what I mean?
          I will try my best regardless but my best is not good enough to put a few words down so until then I won't be uploading anything soon anymore (unless natlan because Capipapi AAAH~) anyways JK
          
          It ISNT a official goodbye. I will still be replying to comments but until I found that spark again I'm not writing anymore.
          
          (Watch me upload a chapter next week LMAO JK JK JK)

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I was like...let me write again tonight
          
          NUH UH
          
          Got lower back tat (tramp stamp)
          I have a high pain tolerance and I was DYING
          
          Don't recommend that spot even though it looks great asf
          
          Had to sit as the hunchback of Nottredam for the whole session and the sprays between LAWRDDD THEY STUNG
          
          To keep the story short. It looks amazing but I fan barely stand, sit, or lay anymore

X____K

@Snowwcat felt that. I really wish my motivation was like how it was with the first book of pantalone and dottore where I could crank out 1/4 chapters a day
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Snowwcat

@X____K so true, I alr have to like many more ideas for stories but Im still stuck on correcting old ones and rewriting them etc etc
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X____K

@Snowwcat OH then all the stories would have been finished already. I'm just too lazy to write T T
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Oratriece

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Hiya I'm bored needing something to read, your good at writing I live for your books i literally squeal while reading them so I have a request if it's not to much and your not busy could you make a book on tignari and cyno?? Like do whatever but I have a little thing I really want you to add if you do I need a chapter or chapters? Where like idk how to explain it. Do you know how in your haikaveh book tiger the tiger (nari) is scared of cyno bc of his vision I need that a chapter on how like they have an argument bc of it or just ANGST okay a shit tone of angst thank you I hope it's not a lot love your books a lot keep up the great work also I ship most of your books so yass also Wriolette and pantalone x dottore girl you know what I like anyway love ya xx

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@Oratriece not the among us emote LMAOO thank you for the support though. I will keep it all in mind♡
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Oratriece

Honestly don't know what to expect from you so idk anymore just have fun cause if you do something for others but you don't enjoy it you'll get no-where so HAVE FUN! ඞ
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X____K

If I don't upload for a bit ofc it is nothing new at this point LMAO BUUUTTTTTT it is con crunch.
          I ha e so much I have to do for this cosplay so I am very busy working on it each day. The wig is my personal hell but I hope it turns out great nonetheless!
          
          After the wig is done and if it turns out correctly (the bun is getting heavy and I still ha e to glue it on bruhhh) then I need to make the quote skirt + accessories and maybe his weapon sooooooo I'm busy with that!

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I'm making this wig right? Shoot me please LMAO
          
          Making it from scratch and it isn't THAT hard but it takes so much glue and I need to glue the hair on soon...
          It's a slicked back look AHA 
          (Buddha from Record of Ragnarok)
          For the people who know how his hair looks like...yeah...I'm trying my best LMAO hope it turns out good otherwise it is a waste of materials T T

slashingBTEC

@X____K Good luck try not to shoot your self
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X____K

New update is out!
          What do you think of it?
          
          I have both parts already 100% LMAo

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@slashingBTEC bc I'm lightning McQueen KWACHOOAAAWW jk. No just speed running LMAO they need to make a skip button to quests bc I don't give a F about it and skip all dialogue LMAO
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