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So...
          
          I won't finish this book most likely...
          But...
          
          I want to write something with Arlecchino.
          Yet idk who she is shipped with except for Columbina (I don't mind doing one of my female OC's or even readers POV)
          (It definitely will be a lesbian story. Yes shocker I can write that as well not just the guys LMAO)

WAKE UP PEOPLE.
          LADY GAGA DROPPED A SINGLE (disease) AND IT GIVES DOTTORE VIBES

Who are you all pulling for in the next update?
          
          I might pull for Chiori :)

MOSTLY WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN WRITING RECENTLY:
          
          The lack of inspiration and muse is big but the thing that weighs in more is EDS(ehlers danlos syndrome). It is only going backwards for me thus getting worse. My fingers, wrists, hands amongst other things, hurt a lot recently allowing me to not type that well or at all some days. It is often times hard for me to text friends etc so to write full chapters or books is even harder.
          It saddens me since I truly love to write it is just hard becaue of my EDS.
          I'd love to write again but I don't think it will be possible.
          EDS also tires me out so I most of the time don't have the energy for most things anymore. 
          Do know I truly wish I could write again. It is just hard currently and am trying to find a solution for it so I can do so again without pain:)
          
          I really do long for the days when I could upload a chapter every single day like I did with my first Dottolone book. I truly miss those times.

ASTARION pause-...
          
          I was going for Gale play trough...
          
          Mfer I folded so fast for Astarion he got me folded like origami lMAOOo
          
          (This is my first play trough of BDG3)

Are you all excited for Natlan?!
          
          I am bc Il capipapi LMAO
          
          Not so happy with the banners though. I need c6 ayato:(

Heyo!! I read your dottolone story and bro it was actually really good lmao- But seriously, get well soon and i‘m sorry you have to feel that way. Also sorry for the random comment, js felt like commenting this because the dottolone story is actually really good

ASSSSS we all know I'm not uploading like I used to.
          
          I want to truly apologise for making you all wait and for my absence although I'm sure it is not missed.
          My reasoning for not writing:
          1. I have no inspiration 
          2. I have no energy (my disorder is getting worse thus my body is in pain and that trains my energy. Baizhu and me twinning fr)
          3. I lost all my interest for all my hobbies (even cosplay, drawing etc)
          
          Do know that I miss the love and the positive feedback and that I miss making you cry and suffer</3 JK JK
          
          No I really want to try my best but everytime I look at the emty page (to start writing) nothing comes to mind.
          Could I finish the smut between oc and childe...yes. is there enough plot of the dottolone to continue...yes...
          
          But I'm missing my spark if you know what I mean?
          I will try my best regardless but my best is not good enough to put a few words down so until then I won't be uploading anything soon anymore (unless natlan because Capipapi AAAH~) anyways JK
          
          It ISNT a official goodbye. I will still be replying to comments but until I found that spark again I'm not writing anymore.
          
          (Watch me upload a chapter next week LMAO JK JK JK)

DROP ANOTHER CHILUC STORY AND MY LIFE IS YOURS 

I LOVE YOUR STORIES SO MUCH ❤️❤️ (I'm going to hell but at least I'm not alone )