Ya know for this 2018 wattys award competition. It's a long shot to win, but what I value more is knowing that I made a difference in someone else's life just by reading my books. An example is someone said that I am an inspiration to them based on the book, MTA. That in itself is a reward to me. :) If I can make someone happy from just reading my books I feel that more of an award than the actual wattys2018 award. Do you see what I mean? Or are you confused?