@XanderLovesBooks
Well I thought 10 days was bad but now it's been almost 4 months. Now I'm just convinced you're not here but for all I know you could have just stopped using this. And Skype. But hey, you could be okay. But you could not be okay. And there's nothing I can do about it. And that scares me. Just please. Say something to someone even if it isn't me.
Okay, it's been almost 10 days. I need to know what's going on. I've heard nothing for so long and I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared. I need to know that you're okay. I need to know that you're safe. I need to know that you're alive. Please. Say something. I'll leave you for as long as you need as long as you just say something so that I know you're still alive. Just please. Say. Something. Anything. Please.
The rain goes pat, pat, pat.
The glass goes clink, clink, clink.
The voices say "go and die".
I just need to stop and think.
Blades in my chest.
Words fill my head.
Some are better off dead.
Hey its me Kc I can't log into my other account
