Xandra14

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Wow, last time I was logged into Watt-pad was when I was 15. I’m honored and baffled that people would read my story and enjoy it. This was my first method of “self-help” that I really got into. I would like to tell you more about myself as a person (but not too much I’m thinking about writing an auto-bio). Around that time I was going through a lot of self doubt, a lot of self harm, and a lot of thoughts. I myself did and do not have abusive parents, but I have friends that did/do. Growing up I was always being bullied (natural red head, and a little chunky, the extra piece of the puzzle no one asked for) which I think was my inspiration (If there was any...). At the time I certainly was your typical teenager hating the world and my parents (as I’ve grown I have learned they are lovely people). I’ve been through some shit, been around the wrong people because I just want to help them be or just do good. I’ve had to learn my lessons the hard way (but that was my own choice, stubbornness can be my downfall). Now it is 2020, Watt-pad is still here. THANK GOD YALL. I grieved a lot when we lost vine but for whatever reason never hopped on here. Now I have re-re-reset my password (teenage me really was a mess but did anything really change?) to just check it out. And I find that people actually like (ish) my story. The one story I actually got on and published parts. I wanna say thank you all for supporting this. I have lost my Job(s) because of Covid-19 and I have found myself with a clean house (despite my 1 1/2 year old and husband) and lots lots lots of time. I will be updating and starting a new book (maybe) not as raw as A Silenced Life (mmmmayyybeee). Stay tuned and please keep giving me feedback because I have anxiety

Xandra14

this message may be offensive 
Wow, last time I was logged into Watt-pad was when I was 15. I’m honored and baffled that people would read my story and enjoy it. This was my first method of “self-help” that I really got into. I would like to tell you more about myself as a person (but not too much I’m thinking about writing an auto-bio). Around that time I was going through a lot of self doubt, a lot of self harm, and a lot of thoughts. I myself did and do not have abusive parents, but I have friends that did/do. Growing up I was always being bullied (natural red head, and a little chunky, the extra piece of the puzzle no one asked for) which I think was my inspiration (If there was any...). At the time I certainly was your typical teenager hating the world and my parents (as I’ve grown I have learned they are lovely people). I’ve been through some shit, been around the wrong people because I just want to help them be or just do good. I’ve had to learn my lessons the hard way (but that was my own choice, stubbornness can be my downfall). Now it is 2020, Watt-pad is still here. THANK GOD YALL. I grieved a lot when we lost vine but for whatever reason never hopped on here. Now I have re-re-reset my password (teenage me really was a mess but did anything really change?) to just check it out. And I find that people actually like (ish) my story. The one story I actually got on and published parts. I wanna say thank you all for supporting this. I have lost my Job(s) because of Covid-19 and I have found myself with a clean house (despite my 1 1/2 year old and husband) and lots lots lots of time. I will be updating and starting a new book (maybe) not as raw as A Silenced Life (mmmmayyybeee). Stay tuned and please keep giving me feedback because I have anxiety