I am so so sorry for this, BUT i have to put my account on official Hiatus. There, I said it.... I think I've been in denial for a while (rhymes.... heh.) but I can not keep pretending that i'm going to update soon. The truth is this, we all have a lot going on with the corona virus and all but... my dad will most likely not be able to live that if he catches it. He has a very week immune system and my mom and I both genetic anxiety that is shooting through the roof right now because of that. I know I am the cause of some of that as well due to the fact that will need a surgery done pretty much as soon as the corona virus has been cleared, which might not be soon. plus a few other thing that don't matter as much. All in all I can't try and make time to write at the moment. BUT as soon as the corona virus is gone and I've recovered from my surgery I will start working on things again. -_- I will probably try writing in way that will let get things done quicker then too, don't worry. I mean really i need a better system.... IF ya'll would like suggest different writing styles that i could use that would be great. thanks for reading this my Angels, have a goodnight :)