Xarpie27

Wrote a story inspired by the song Polaroid. Hope you read it! https://www.wattpad.com/story/168342281

thegreatgabze

@Xarpie27 just read the prologue and oof it's good LOVE that song to btw I love Lennon. Anyway please continue it!!
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FanficCritic27

I'm 2 days into college
          And I'm three lectures behind
          There's this guy, let's name him Colin
          He says he wants to be mine
          
          But it doesn't really sit with me quite right
          'Cause he doesn't really like the things I like
          And I keep accidentally locking myself out of my dorm in the middle of the night
          
          I wake up kinda wired
          And I wake up kinda cold
          And I wake up kinda tired
          But I'll just sleep in when I'm old
          
          See I don't like breaking rules
          But don't like doing as I'm told
          So I just float around and keep my head down
          And hope my life unfolds
          
          And everybody's telling me that I'm doing so well
          I try to trust them, honestly
          I find it hard to tell
          
          If I need work or I need rest
          I try my best to try my best
          I tell myself, I say out loud
          It's fine, I'll figure it all out
          
          I tend to forget
          I'm still only quite young
          In a way, this life of mine has only just begun
          I've got time
          I've got time...
          
          I'm two days into college
          With a busy, busy mind
          That guy that we named Colin
          He's so handsome, he's so kind
          
          My friends tell me I'm crazy
          Say I take it way too far
          'Cause I told him that it's over
          'Cause he doesn't play guitar
          
          I'm only two days into college
          And my bedroom is a mess
          There's just so much that I want to do
          That I have not done yet
          
          There's just so much that I want to say
          And far too little breath
          Oh, my mind it runs so far away
          It's easy to forget
          
          That to everybody else, it looks like I'm doing so well
          I try to see it, honestly
          I find it hard to tell
          
          If I've done wrong or I've done right
          I need a good night's sleep tonight
          They said go out, I said alright
          I think I won't, I maybe might
          
          I probably should just take it slow
          I'll be all good
          But God I know
          
          The one thing that's important above everything else
          Is to learn not to put all this heavy pressure on myself
          
          I try believe it when I say
          "If it's meant to happen, it'll happen anyway"
          I'll be fine
          I've got time
          I've got time...
          
          That's where I'm at
          To be honest
          Just two days
          Two days into college

FanficCritic27

I don't feel a single thing
          Have the pills done too much
          Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks
          And now we're outta touch
          
          I've been driving in L.A.
          And the world it feels too big
          Like a floating ball that's bound to break
          Snap my psyche like a twig
          
          And I just wanna see if you feel the same as me
          Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?
          Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die.
          Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
          'Cause you gotta survive
          
          Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
          Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
          Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
          Am I past repair...?
          
          A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
          A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
          A little bit tired of sinkin'
          There's water in my boat
          I'm barely breathin'
          Tryna stay afloat
          
          So I got these quick repairs to cope
          Guess I'm just broken and broke
          
          The prescriptions on its way
          With a name I can't pronounce
          And the dose I gotta take
          Boy, I wish that I could count
          
          'Cause I just wanna see if this could make me happy
          Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?
          Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
          Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
          'Cause you gotta survive
          
          Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
          Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
          Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
          Am I past repair...?
          
          A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
          A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
          A little bit tired of sinking
          There's water in my boat
          I'm barely breathin'
          Tryna stay afloat
          
          So I got these quick repairs to cope
          Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?
          Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
          
          Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive
          That's gotta survive