XhaotixAesthetica

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If there was a "Make a happy, normal character without a really tragic, fucked-up backstory" challenge, I would fail miserably

XhaotixAesthetica

I have finally mostly figured out the plot and have begun rewrites on The Zodiac Bond to update it to the new direction. I have rewritten Chapter one and two and posted it and Chapter 2 and 3 have been merged and I am currently rewriting that. I will be posting more soon. After all of the chapters have been rewritten, I will try to finish this book.

XhaotixAesthetica

I know I haven't been very active and that is wholly due to financial issues. I've actually been writing and wanting to write so much lately but between school and stressing about money, especially in the wake of the pandemic, I haven't had the time!
          
          So here is my tentative solution:
          I launched a writing Patreon!
          
          If you've ever found any enjoyment from my stories, I urge you to click the link, look through my page and consider subscribing, the lowest tier is just $7 a month and it provides you early access to my Wattpad content.
          
          And yes! I am returning to Wattpad!
          
          I will be updating Broken Promise every Friday at 6pm PST! I will be skipping this Friday not only to give the Patrons a head start, but also because I am swamped with school work, but next Friday, the regular updates will begin!
          
          I'm very excited about this new endeavor and I encourage you all to check it out.

XhaotixAesthetica

Hi! I am considering what to do with the plot of that story. I honestly didn't know people were interested in the story still, but now that I know there is still some demand for it, I will focus on it a bit more!
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XhaotixAesthetica

So I'm well aware that anyone who still even reads my writing would probably throttle me if I had the nerve to start yet another story but theres something that I really want to create. Anyone who reads me knows that my recent writing often includes polyamory, mental illness especially depression and anxiety, and same-sex relationships and that all my main characters are always POC, and this would be the same way but it would also have moderate amounts of homophobia and racism. The goal would be to try and capture the full experience of being a mentally-ill polyamorous LGBT POC, both the good and bad sides while simultaneously speaking to readers that are one or more of these so they can know that the bad does not outweigh the good. That these things contribute to you being a beautiful wonderful person and you WILL eventually find people who realize that, even if you have people who hurt you first. But yeah this is just in case I decide to write this story so you guys know that there is definitely more a higher purpose with it than my other books.

willowwhisps

thank you for following my account! Which piece of work captured your attention? :)

willowwhisps

@XhaotixAesthetica I'm glad that the Guide can offer you some inspiration! Let me know once you upload your story, I can't wait to read it!
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XhaotixAesthetica

@willowwhisps no problem and I found your account through your ilvermorny guide that I've been reading. I'm considering doing an hp fanfic set in the ilvermorny universe and I'm trying to research the school and get ideas
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XhaotixAesthetica

“Join us tonight on NST News at 8 o’clock for more on the tragic murder of the entire Havenwoon family, including reclusive daughter Aaya Havenwood and college student, Nico Havenwood. In other devastating news, Jeon Jungkook, an athletic star of New Wallers High School is reported to have been stabbed to death by Faye Quintons after he attempted to rape a classmate.”
          
          
          Teaser 7/7
          
          First chapter released on 3/15/18 at 4pm EST
          
          

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“Did you know, Gyeomie? Did you know that Jungkookie was a monster?”
          
          
          “I knew he was bad, but to do that — Aaya, I swear I had no idea.”
          
          
          “You’re not like that though. You killed for me! You’d never hurt me!”
          
          
          “I’d kill anyone who tried to hurt you.”
          
          
          “Me too, Gyeomie. You’re mine and I don’t like people touching what’s mine.”
          
          
          “Promise you’ll stay with me, Aaya.”
          
          
          “Forever and ever.”
          
          
          A ripped picture of Jeon Jungkook flutters into a large dumpster while, a few blocks away, the Jeons are stunned to learn about what kind of person their dead son really was.
          
          
          Teaser 6/7
          
          First chapter released on 3/15/18 at 4pm EST
          
          

XhaotixAesthetica

♥ You are my Senpai ♥
          
          Nobody hurts her. Nobody hurts her. Nobody hurts her. Nobody hurts her. Nobody hurts her. Nobody hurts her. Nobody hurts her.
          
          ♥ My only Senpai ♥
          
          How could I have been so stupid? I try not to sigh lovingly. He’s so cute when he’s all murdery.
          
          ♥ You give me dokis ♥
          
          I stare in hatred at the now-corpse underneath me.
          
          ♥ In shades of grey ♥
          
          Tears collect in my eyes. The way he protects me. It’s all I’ve ever wanted.
          
          ♥ You'll never leave me ♥
          
          She looks at me with pride. Adoration. She’s glad I did it. It’s made her realize...god, I want her to always look at me like that. Like I’m her everything.
          
          ♥ Because you're mine now ♥
          
          “I love you, Gyeomie.”
          
          ♥♥ You can't take my Senpai away ♥♥
          
          “Hehe, I love you too, Aaya~”
          
          
          Teaser 5/7
          
          First chapter released on 3/15/18 at 4pm EST
          
          Credits to Lollia on Youtube for the lyrics
          
          

XhaotixAesthetica

♥ I'll always love you ♥
          
          Silly — no, gotta remember your real name. It’s so pretty, I can’t even bring say it to myself. But one date won’t change three years of adoring you.
          
          ♥ And make you happy ♥
          
          If I wasn’t here to protect you, all he’d do is hurt you.
          
          ♥ If you only say the same ♥
          
          But don’t worry. I am here. I’ll always be here. And soon you’ll be by my side.
          
          ♥ But if you leave me ♥
          
          Soon you’ll see that the only place for you is with me.
          
          ♥ To love another ♥
          
          You think you love him, but I have to let you see. Let you see that he can only hurt you. Only I can love you the way you deserve.
          
          ♥♥ You'll regret it all one day ♥♥
          
          I love you and I’ll make sure you love me too.
          
          
          Teaser 4/7
          
          First chapter released on 3/15/18 at 4pm EST
          
          Credits to Lollia on Youtube for the lyrics