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I reinstalled wattpad just to talk to you ;(
          HYD?
          I hope you're having a wonderful day xoxo

☆ My account☆
          I lost it when I did something stupid like trying to logging after i read something about not being able to open your acc if you don't change your password so i logged out and yeah SURPRISE my shit I can't come back... FML ;(( well this will be my account now...oof  I KNEW IM STUPID BUT THIS IS BEYOND EVERY EXCEPTIONS... so bye if you want follow me on this one and I'll hopefully won't disappoint you for following me.. 
          Xoxo 
          Goodbye

Bitch learn to stay on your own feet. You're not 4 years to cry when someone took your candy or something didn't work as you wanted. Study hard until your head can't handle it anymore,become physically and mentally stronger. Get the fuck up when somebody's saying something wrong about you or the ones you love. 
          Learn to be your own boss, or at least don't be such a wreck looking like you just got born yesterday. 
          You have your own damn power, use it, don't waste it on complaining about your fucked up life.
          Everybody have negative and positive vibes, and yeah negatives are alot more than positives, That if you don't know to erase the useless feelings that's making you feel sad and in the wrong place,planet, etc.
           C'mon girl, don't be such an idiot, think smart cause the world is stupid enough. You can do it, trust me.
          
          I'm a woman that knows to overcome those mental problems alone. I ain't gonna get down just because of some stupid shits that keeps coming into my head, no girl. I'm gonna live and know that I'll make my days worthy. I don't care about the "smart" comments that tells me this or that is wrong with me, well dude sorry I'm not your puppet so suck my little toe , I'm a woman that doesn't need a man to protect and support her or a mom to rush crying.
           
           Women are not stupid , are not toys and definitely are not weak. 
          Peace!✌
          
          

If I'm an LGBTQ supporter that doesn't mean I'm lesbian. 
          I just understand and support them because I think every person who found love is lucky no matter the gender the love comes from, Remember that Love is love and there's nothing wrong in being attached to the same gender. 
          
           Think,sometimes for (ex. Girl) is better being with a girl than with a guy,maybe the love received it's better, warmer and they understand each other better than if there was to be with a guy. Same goes for a man who chose another man. What's wrong here? Nothing. Because they might see same gender more comfortable being with rather than a woman. But ok, I understand those homophobes or people who just don't care about them cause like some Normal people are saying that Everyone have their own life and shouldn't stay to look after someone else life.
          
          In the end, I'm underlining that I'm a straight person and even if I will become a jelly person in future tbh I wouldn't care of your opinion if it's nothing constructive.  Xoxo night-  bye 

How are you doing Alex?

Thank you for adding my books to your reading list, lovely xx

Do i have to keep reminding you that you're honestly the best? >3

When I hurry I tend to mess up things, that's why I'm trying to change that. A part of myself I'm not ashamed to tell. Something in me that I truly want to change, I want to stop helping everytime, I want to stop making decisions too soon and I want to stop falling in love too quick as well. Those things I wish I will change this year. Aside from changing myself I wish I will be able to reveal some of my books. I'm an amateur but a part of me wishes for me to be able to do something nice and something that can stay even after I'm gone. 

Traveling back in time to the Lotus Pier
          Familiar figures shimmer on the green lake just like when we were young
          As time gone by, my dream fades and everything  seems just like glistening illusion 
          I wish to write a letter to console the people missing me at yunmeng
          Discontented, I laughed asking the bleak sky 
          But when i look back, years has passed unknowingly 
          No goodbye and no separations,
          No worries and no grief
          Can you still hear the call of A-Xian?
          
          Yi Nan Ping- Discontented Tthe untamed)
          This is one of the songs I love. 

" My heart was broken by 'the world'
          I met you
          You united all the pieces and my heart started to beat like before
          You broke it again after you got sick of me
          You become like 'the world' too " :)