Xiaocockyum

I got bored and decided to make this Mizu5 themed lmdao

TwilightLink17

I'M SORRY 
          I LOVE YOU SM 
          MY SWEETIEEEEE ❤️

Xiaocockyum

You don't know how much you hurt me.
          You don't even bother to read what I write on here.
          Yet...
          I still cling to you.

Twxiime

R U OKAY 
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Xiaocockyum

Being jealous of a fictional character is stupid
          But...
          Honestly in a way I am.
          Nagito to be specific.
          They seem much more...possessive when it comes to him.
          And it makes me think.
          Maybe if I changed myself
          To look like Nagito...
          They'd love me more.

ThatFanOfManyFandoms

@hodgehead WDYMMM
            I AM AN EMO!?!?!,!,
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Xiaocockyum

POV: They say "why would you think that" when you ask them if they even love or care for you anymore yet now theyre flirting with someone else for fun(but you dont trust that its just for "fun" due to trust issues)

Xiaocockyum

@0r4ng3_F4nt4 yeah
            Im alright-ish now after looking a stupid meme with Scara and Collei
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S0d4_p0p_M3M

@Xiaocockyum Blue, are you okay? We haven't talked in a bit but I'm here, darling!!
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Xiaocockyum

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I just went to my mom cuz my sister was being a bitch about something
          and she just said it was my fault cuz I “shunned” her(my sister) and i should fix it myself
          like she tells my sister what to do when im being a bitch to her or just being annoying
          yet when i do the same thing, she says its my fucking problem
          its like she doesnt even fucking care about me
          does she
          maybe
          maybe i’ll be happier if truck-kun came and took me away to HSR
          
          …
           wow two vents in one day
          everything is just peachy

Xiaocockyum

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oh wait and too add on
            my mom has been looking through my discord chats too
            just
            just so fucking great
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Xiaocockyum

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I dont think anyone likes my yapping
          like seriously
          like i remember one time i told THEM about how I was making the yapper x listener trend thing with gacha but i put a pizza box as the listener cuz I “didnt know who listens to me yap”(that was a lie- its just because i knew they listened but it felt like they didnt care)
          and they just responded with something along the lines of “give me credit, i listen to your yappin”
          and now, after someone else said that no one wants to listen to my yapping(i think it was a joke but it still hurt), I realised that how what they said in response to my yapper x listener just the listener is a pizza box
          it just seemed
          more as if
          they find my yapping about useless shit annoying and that they didnt care
          and it
          it hurts
          im probably thinking about it in the wrong way
          but it still hurts…

Xiaocockyum

(them is well who i refered to as “you” in the post from July 29th)
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