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I’ve been having troubles with friends kinda and I haven’t talked about it yet because we’ll, idk I just haven’t been able to.. but on my best friends birthday my two parrots died the exact same time because my mom got something in the post and the chemical on whatever it was killed my parrots. I tried not to cry all day because it was her birthday and I didn’t want to ruin her birthday, but that night she caught me crying in bed and sat down to give me a hug, we were both 2 hours away from home so I couldn’t go home and do anything. When I got home the first thing I asked was where my birds were and I sat hugging them for an hour, I really loved them a lot and they were there for me in a time when I had no one, they were my best friends,
          
          Sorry to burden any of you guys with this I just wanted you to know how I’m feeling and why, these past few months have been hard

I’m honestly so tired wtf :( homework has been getting bad with at least 6 page essays to do every single fricking day. I had an hour after school detention because I refused to give the school my phone 8 times, that was fun. And I got called dumb, and this teacher said I should go to mayfield (a disabled school around here) because I have dyslexia lmao wtf hi welcome to my life. 

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          Link https://www.wattpad.com/story/153229775-magicue%C2%B0

Updates will hopefully start soon, I’m trying my best but work is taking up my time sorry!

Hey dongsaeng',Ok! so i know its been a month since i updated something, and it like to explain why i've been gone. This is quite a sensitive topic to me but i am trying, ok so. as i was gone i fell in love and the girl i fell for ending up dating me, and liking me back. we dated for a week and lets just say something went wrong, and we aren't together any more. What happened really hurt  me and left me with  a lot of pain. Ive been on antidepressants since, I ended up being in a fight with her current girlfriend, kinda so that isn't very good. and recently, as in today, my Ex got in touch with me saying some pretty hurtful shit. stuff about my sexuality and stuff.  so now i've explained that, i'm not gonna give you bland excuse of "oh yeah i'm busy and stuff and my shit broke hahah" no. Its true my laptop broke, and i was forced to delete wattpad and stuff, but i now have a new Ipad pro, which i can use for wattpad, and my mac book has been fixed, and i am writing this message on it now. I have had time, in all honesty. Since i don't have many friends its left me with a lot of time and adding on that it is the school holidays. If i be honest my whole week i have had of school holiday, i have been alone, and isolating myself a lot. I have been suffering a lot. But i am happy now, Thanks to Sam, my yeodongsaeng. ( @yerixkt ) I am thinking of myself a lot more positively, and am happy with my body thanks to her. i've now stopped taking my antidepressants, thanks to my friend charlotte. The reason i have not updated with all this time on my hands is because I couldn't bring myself to. Right now i'm working on the sequel to split personality, and i'm releasing all chapters on Sam's birthday. i want that to be her birthday present from me, i've wrote so much i've been lately forcing myself to write. Ive even thought to myself "if i write a short shitty chapter will they still stay and read or will they leave?"  a lot has happened but i am back, and ready to update. ILY!

hey guys! so in the last few weeks a lot has happened, i was forced to delete wattpad, skype and discord, my parents put restrictions on my phone so i cant get them back, right now i am on my fathers computer (with no permission, as he is away) so i cant update my books, i can access Wattpad on google but it wont allow me to update books or write new ones, nor messages, i am trying to fix my macbook so i can write again. So please wait a little longer. 
          
          also i have been getting messages saying that i did not credit the creator of the cover for ;split personality' Which i did, as you can see in the description of the book so if you are one of the people claiming i didn't credit the creator, The creator of the book cover is @jiminfication. 
          
          
          
          Lastly I'd like to thank you all, even know i do not have much fans nor followers or readers. 800 reads on Split personality and 90 votes is a LOT, so thank you, you guys mean the world to me.
          
          
          for updates on this situation you can follow my instagram: _magicRenn_ or Xinya_163.
          
          if you dont have instagram here's my snapchats, for Questions only: heyanyaishere
          
          and please feel free to message me here as i believe i can direct message, again id like to thank you all!

Just wanted to say thank you for always checking out my chapters and voting!  I really appreciate it!