Xinyue08

Help, idk what to think of my FF, tbh :(, reading other ones, I just get reminded just how long of a way I still have to go to become a writer, who's truly proud of their work. (Atm I'm more proud about the number of words I wrote, than the actual content)
          	
          	While I did plan out quite a few things, I still am a spontanious author: in other words, scenes just happen because I randomly think of them while writing. (I believe, this might also be my greatest weaknesses. No planning at all. Just writing.)
          	
          	May I be honest? I can't really put myself into a reader's pov, so I don't really know what to think of my FF, other than judging my own work (which is kinda sad, tbh) 
          	
          	Perhaps, it's also because there are like almost zero lotm Fans over here, and maybe because some of the readers prefer a greater amount of chapters, but that might also just shorten the amount of reviews I get (and one has to be both MTP and Lotm fan... Difficult combination) 
          	
          	Soo, yeah. It depends on my feelings wether I actually still have the motivation to do all this. (you guys are the motivation btw :>) 
          	
          	[I still think of that FF of mine to be a great way to Improve my english, so no, I'll not stop to write it any time soon. Thoughts like that just cross my mind] 
          	

Xinyue08

I have a great respect for writers because of all this T-T
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Xinyue08

Help, idk what to think of my FF, tbh :(, reading other ones, I just get reminded just how long of a way I still have to go to become a writer, who's truly proud of their work. (Atm I'm more proud about the number of words I wrote, than the actual content)
          
          While I did plan out quite a few things, I still am a spontanious author: in other words, scenes just happen because I randomly think of them while writing. (I believe, this might also be my greatest weaknesses. No planning at all. Just writing.)
          
          May I be honest? I can't really put myself into a reader's pov, so I don't really know what to think of my FF, other than judging my own work (which is kinda sad, tbh) 
          
          Perhaps, it's also because there are like almost zero lotm Fans over here, and maybe because some of the readers prefer a greater amount of chapters, but that might also just shorten the amount of reviews I get (and one has to be both MTP and Lotm fan... Difficult combination) 
          
          Soo, yeah. It depends on my feelings wether I actually still have the motivation to do all this. (you guys are the motivation btw :>) 
          
          [I still think of that FF of mine to be a great way to Improve my english, so no, I'll not stop to write it any time soon. Thoughts like that just cross my mind] 
          

Xinyue08

I have a great respect for writers because of all this T-T
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Xinyue08

Because the last chapter was kinda short and maybe filler, if one so wants, and because this will be the 10th chapter, a new record for myself, the next chapter will be especially long :D
           Ps ; - I don’t know yet when I‘ll be able to publish it yet. 

Xinyue08

So uhm... I'll try my best to puplish the next chapter tmr BUT, I'll warn you all! It might not come! Why? Heh, Bing-geing Squid game (worth it Fr), New year and my friends comes to my house in like 14 hours... Sooo...

Xinyue08

@Blueberrylily99 the way this sounded like a threat– 
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Blueberrylily99

@Xinyue08 Its okay, but you better update 
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Xinyue08

Guys…I know nobody will read this like my last announcements…BUT! Wanna be depressed? Read „Foam of the sea“ then! I promise, you‘ll cry your eyes out like me T.T
          
          [On a sidenote: try reading Lord of the Mysteries, it’s peak, I swear]