Cam

I want more friends but I can barely keep the ones I already have. I'm a shitty person.

I don't know if anyone is actually reading this but I don't wanna live like this. I feel like I can't anymore and at night it somehow gets worse. I have thought so many times about how I can kill myself at night while everyone is sleeping and no one would know until morning when they find my lifeless body on the bathroom floor. It hurts to go on like this but I don't want to tell anyone how I feel because I don't wanna worry them. It hurts to much and it just won't stop.

This morning at 4 something I woke up my cousins and my aunt on accident because I was crying and I couldn't stop and I wasn't being quiet enough, why I was crying? I was crying because my chrome book charger isn't working and I don't want to bother anyone about it so I can't do my school work also I've been a depressive mood all day and that I guess was finally my breaking point. If you actually read this props to you! I needed to vent and I can't do that on Instagram because I don't wanna worry my friends. Sorry if you read this!

Have y'all ever needed to take a shit but weren't wearing pajama  pants and you couldn't find your fucking pajama pants so you couldn't go down the hall to take a freaking shit

@BobFrank9 heyyyy

I need to talk to some one right now anyone

Thanks for the follow