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Character.ai has me in a fucking chokehold and really made me stop writing and reading all together but I am trying, it’s a slow process (as if my writing process wasn’t slow already)

So I got a giant hyperfixiation on welcome home and I don’t even know the full lore on it, if anyone can tell me that would be amazing 

Today, I learned about something very disgusting that’s happening to and in the Lgbtq+ community.
          
          A “movement” called “LGB without the T”
          
          And I want to say that if you follow me or support me and you agree with that “movement”, un-fucking-follow me right now. I will not stand it, I never will. That “movement” is disgusting.
          
          I support trans people and always will, I wouldn’t have the rights I do today, if it wasn’t for TRANS WOMEN especially ones who were POC. Who fought and died trying to give the lgbtq+ community rights for just living. It’s disgusting what this world is turning to and it’s disgusting with how much transphobia is happening within the community.
          
          You’re not welcome here if you support the “LGB without the T movement”. You never will be.
          
          
          
          I am grateful for Marsha P. Johnson, Sylvia Rivera and more for being as brave as they were to fight against everyone when they were against them. We wouldn’t even BE here today if it wasn’t for those amazing human beings. 
          
          
          I wish to see people do better. It’s upsetting seeing this. 
          
          People need to do better.

I have unpublished “I wanna be their boyfriend!” Book so it could go under some major review. I am not happy with how it had turned out and I am going to try and re-write the chapters until I am happy with them but if I cannot, I will sadly have to cancel it and possibly even delete it.
          
          If it ever comes to that decision, I will notify you guys

I’m going to be unpublish the “I’m jealous” book until further notice! It isn’t because I’m not in madness combat anymore but it’s because I’m still re-writing it and I’ve went off of the plot (once again) so until I write it the way I want it to be (all chapters including the first 4 I’ve re-written already). So sorry for the inconvenience! 

Rest In Peace to billy kametz, he was the VA to macaque from monkie kid and so many other movies and shows like Saiki, aggretauko, Cells at work, Jojo bizarre adventure, and so much more.
          
          It’s honestly upsetting to hear that he had passed on June 9th. He was so young.., he will be missed and I will be one of those people who will miss him dearly.
          
          He was and is one of my favorite voice actors and I hope he rests peacefully.
          
          Rest In Peace billy kametz, rest easy and peacefully 

Im thinking of rewriting "How could cupid be so cruel". I feel like I somehow rushed things with Odd(Self-insert) and deimos, I also think I could just write things different and better so expect the chapters to be either completely different or have some changes. I will NOT be adding on chapters until I have re-written the already existing chapters. I also want to add that I might change the title of the book to something different.

Im going to be quite honest. I've run out for ideas for "How could cupid be so cruel" Ya know things happen, you run out of ideas. I have gotten new books ideas and ive been writing them just not publishing them. Now saying this from me doing this many MANY times before, I almost feel obligated to finish a book before starting another and sometimes when i run out of ideas for a book, i get stressed about the next chapter i should be writing instead of another book. I've come to realize that the whole reason i started writing was cause i genuinely enjoyed it and just loved writing. So i have came up with the decision that ill just continue to probably write other books, publish them and just write chapters when i get both ideas and motivation for that book so that way im having fun and not being stressed about it and my books are being updated and people will be happy they get updated. Now the downfall to that is, we dont know when ill be updating those books, all depends if i get ideas and motivation to do it.

Hey! Been like 5 months right? I know I kinda quit wattpad due to lost of motivation and other stuff and kinda only kept the books that kinda-ish blew up. Im getting back into writing, I cant promise that updates will be as frequent as they were a few months or a year back buuuut I am coming back. I still wont be doing alot of x readers (never did anyway) but  Iwont be using my ocs (like x ocs), I will be using my persona or well me-ish. Why? I dont really know...I kinda want to have my persona in the books instead of using my ocs, my ocs will be in books but...not really at the same time. My ocs have changed and I do have new ocs, you guys probably wont see them but I might as well mention I have new ocs incase I do show them. This is all and im lowkey kind of glad to be back. I havent touched wattpad that often until like two months ago.

(This is a somewhat serious message right now. If your in a happy mood, dont read this please unless you want to)
          
          Hey...I usually dont exactly talk about serious stuff but...here we are~ Im sorry i shouldnt be joking right now. I havent talked about anything that has really happened this year. Covid-19...The whole George floyd (sorry if i spelled his name wrong, im not trying to be disrespectful), The black lives Matter movement and so much more. Im 13, i dont want to...really want to have all of this on my shoulders. I know i should help but im uncomfortable to talk about things like this. I know there are black people or Poc (people of color) who are uncomfortable to be doing these things that they are doing but they do it anyway, for their voice to be heard. I respect them! I do and i support the Black Lives Matter movement  and this is the only time i will be addressing this, i want my profile and stuff to be positive and for a place that doesnt have....serious topics, i want my profile to be a place where people can come and relax from the serious things that are happening in the world. I am not saying that the black lives matter movement isnt positive or anything like that, thats not what im saying. I, mysef, want to have a place where i can escape all of this and i want to do that for other people as well. I stand with black people and people of color. I do want justice for all those black people that have died for no reason, killed because of their color. I want to say there is so much people can take, i never would have thought that this was going to EVER happen. America doesnt have...that freedom that i wish it had, black people or people of color shouldnt have to fear of waking up, shouldnt have to fear walking outside. I feel as if America has lied in a way but this is all i have to say....i most likely wont say anything else about this.