Xx-Sunlight_Storm-xX

I am black but i never felt worried about my race but yet i'm scared everyday, i not scared because i'm angry i'm scared because i'm worried that incident lives are being taking it stressed me out that if on problem get solved another on starts.
          	
          	My friend emylee is bisexual and is in a relationship with my friend prcilla and she's a girl, my friend Matthew is gay and my friend Emma is bisexual everyday i miss them
          	
          	I missed my friends every minute and i feel so alone 
          	
          	A lot of people get celebrated for being different but what about me when do i get a chance to be special
          	
          	I'm tired of being second to anyone i hate being overlooked for the way people treat me
          	
          	I want people to be treated fairly but so people have to learn that life is not like that i mean look at George Floyd and Brianna Taylor
          	
          	I want to have a better state of mind but it's really hard for me do that when everyone is become more idiotic
          	
          	I like equality but men can't been seen as nothing more then rapist and assaulters and women can't been seen as nothing more then gold diggers and cheaters
          	
          	I want to be the best and i want make a women happy and have children
          	
          	I just want to live my life and be happy and once i die i want people to say that
          	
          	"He wasn't a dim light but a shinning one"

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❝ to be human is to be filled with emotions. let yourself free. allow yourself this necessity. instead of pushing the anger away or cowering from the envy, accept it as a part of your being. instead of telling yourself this is not who you are, give room to the negative emotions and let them pass by in a tide. we're a mix of good and bad both and sometimes, it takes experience to know. there's balance in everything. day and night. sun and rain. sky and ground. highs and lows. rise and fall. submit yourself to nature's dispense and watch yourself grow. ❞

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❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞