@Xx-Weeping-Willow-xX
Me: existing
The universe: Have a bunch of 5s, 3s, and 2s with no context :D
Please send help it's been happening for like a month (I've also started waking up at 3 am every night for the past two weeks-)
Y'all guess who just made a discord account
Might follow some of y'all eye emoji eye emoji- if you want me to that is
@headphonesandahoodie wdym is it not following or am I just blind and too used to wattpad
MOTIVATION FOR ART GO BRR I'M ABOUT TO MAKE A CAT MASK AND BRING IT TO SCHOOL
WHO CARES IF I GET MADE FUN OF I L I V E ON PURE RAGE AND I LOVE WATCHING THEM SO GET UPSET BC I'M JUST BEING SICKENINGLY NICE T THE INSTEAD OF GETTING UPSET MYSELF
WOOOOO-
sorry I'm really hyper today erm anyways this totally isn't a thing for my silly goofy little cat theriotype (which idk if I told y'all this ever but I'm like 97% sure I'm a therian)
@Xx-Weeping-Willow-xX Am I gonna do this instead of the two art projects for school I need to finish by tomorrow? Yes, yes I am.
Reasons why I'm concerned about my dad: (in two parts)
Trigger warnings for racism, homophobia/transphobia, politics, religion, s3xual things, and prob more but idk what to call it
1. He hates China and thinks every Chinese kid (regardless of if they're born in the US or not) has been told by the Chinese government to gather as much information as possible and give it to them so that China can kill us or something
2. Hates trans people and DESPISES trans women bc they're "pretending to be the beauty that only women possess and think they can get preggo"
2.5. Will only accept me being anything other than a female the second I turn 18
3. Is fine with the idea of me having a gf but thinks I shouldn't bc the gays are "warping my mind" into some sex-obsessed lunatic (and apparently none of my friends are allowed to stay over anymore because of it???)
4. Doesn't understand that I'm ace and keeps trying to convince me that the second I'm alone in a room with someone I'm gonna get the most obnoxious, horniest feeling ever and start f*ing people even though A) I'm a minor B) I've told him like 648374629 times that I internally vomit at the thought of me doing it with someone and C) he's seen me cringe at mere kissing scenes and storm out of the room the second anything more happens on TV
@Xx-Weeping-Willow-xX Also I made this because rn he's upsetti spaghetti bc I'm not in a talking mood Like I'm sorry that I'm exhausted from waking up an hour earlier all week, going to two different schools, also going to assemblies all week, and having 4 different projects I need to finish in 2 days???
you deserve more followerssss
Does Wattpad ever remove the messages then decide they want to MESSAGE YOU A FORM TO JOIN SOME NEWSLETTER?
WHEN THE NEWS TAB IS ALSO GONE TOO???
can I call you Chiaki?
Have some evidence for my house being haunted or maybe I'm going insane and everything here is a coincidence (which makes me want to do some daily lists of some sort, like "why my house is haunted", " why my dad needs more therapy than i'll ever need", and "have some thoughts to make you go insane"
This was last night btw
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Me: *trying to sleep peacefully*
*hears scratching/my pens moving around on my desk* (I know it wasn't my cat bc he was passed tf out in the living room like three seconds before I went to bed and when I focused on the sound I felt indescribable dread, which I don't ever feel if my cat is messing around on my desk)
Me, in my head: Get out of my room.
*the scratching lessens but I still know there's something there*
Me being the witch I am: *casually visualizes some sort of protective field to get everything out of my room so I can sleep in peace*
*the sound stops and I feel fine now*
Part two below
I then proceeded to have a dream about this little boy with like super blond, almost white hair, who I apparently bullied bc he looked weird (like he *almost* had albinism) then started ignoring cause he got beat up and I felt bad but didn't know how to apologize, then he got diddly darn killed by his classmates (we're in elementary school btw??? I also think this was the 70s, I never saw phones and the computers were those big chunky ones) and I felt horrible so I told his mom everything that happened and she understood and took me to where he died (idk why) then to his room (also dunno why) and his ghost was sitting on his bed and I told him why I was an arse and apologized and he stared at me, then smiled, then said "I forgive you. You didn't know better." Then said something about me needing to get home before it was too late so I left the house, stared into the sun, and woke up.
The weirdest part is that this boy has appeared in my dreams before, and I'm convinced I accidentally astral traveled because of how wild it was. (I should totally make books about my dreams, experiences, thoughts, etc bro)
Another evidence: I was vacuuming yesterday/the day before and saw a lady in a white dress walk behind me out of the closed laundry room door. This would be the second time I saw her, the first being when I was about to leave for school and turned and saw her walk across the living room, my cat watching her (more like her shadow but still her) the whole time. Both times I was the only person in the house. I have no mom with me, and even then my mom never wears dresses.
Another thing I randomly thought of: Should I make body horror artwork with not just gore, but using the stereotypes and expectations people have out upon others? (And then if I learn coding I can make a horror game about it :DD)
Fellas is it gay to be born female and have a partner (also born female) and you ask your dad to go to a friend's birthday who's a guy and suddenly you're dating men now