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Hii i know you dont know me, but im here for you, if you ever need anything, just reach out <3

Hey I'm ok

You keep on turnin' pages for people who don't care
          People who don't care about you
          And still, it takes you ages to see that no one's there
          See that no one's there
          See that no one's there
          Everyone's gone on without you

There's something sweet and almost kind
          But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
          And now he's dear and so unsure
          I wonder why I didn't see it there before

Now I'm a homewrecker, I'm a slut
          I got death threats filling up semi trucks
          Tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
          All because I liked-
          I'm the hot topic on your tongue
          I'm a rebound gettin' 'round stealin' from the young
          Tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
          All because I liked a boy

Address the letters, to the holes in my butterfly wings
          Nothing's forever, nothing is as good as it seems
          And when the clouds are ironed out
          And the monsters creep into your house
          And every door is hard to close
          Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created
          With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred
          God, I hope that you're happier today
          'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
          I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
          And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
          Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers
          Oh, it hurts so hard
          For a million different reasons
          You took the best of my heart
          And left the rest in pieces

Called you on the phone today
          Just to ask you how you were
          All I did was speak normally
          Somehow I still struck a nerve
          You got me fucked up in the head, boy
          Never doubted myself so much
          Like, am I pretty? Am I fun, boy?
          I hate that I give you power over that kind of stuff
          'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back
          I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
          It's always one step forward and three steps back
          Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand
          No, I don't understand

So, before you go
          Was there something I could've said
          To make your heart beat better?
          If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
          So, before you go
          Was there something I could've said
          To make it all stop hurting?
          It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
          So, before you go

I got you in my sight
          I'll keep all the words you said to me
          I'll get you, get you, get you, get you on your knees
          Rewind all the things
          You said that I should be
          I'll get you, get you, get you, now you'll beg me, "Please"
          Hey
          Now I'll stay away, you were never meant to save me
          Now I'll stay away, I won't hear you say you're sorry
          Hate I even loved you
          Hate I fell in love with you
          Hate I even loved you
          Hate I kinda fell in love with you
          Hate I even loved you
          Hate I fell in love with you
          Hate I even loved you
          Hate I kinda fell in love with you