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...I never wanted to die so bad...every single day, I would stare at the balcony and always see myself climbing up the fence and letting myself go as I disappear under the ground...The therapist was no help, my friends are pointless and toxic, my family is too fucking busy for me! I-I don't have anyone they say!!!...
But they're wrong...
Atleast I have my online friends to keep my sanity for a while....^^