Well, things did not go the way I had hoped. My grandma died May 31. I spent over two and a half weeks abroad helping my mother in the States. Got back to UK and started a new job the following Monday. I've completed my first week of work as of today and my jetlag is finally going away. However I'm still so fatigued... part of the grieving I guess. I have found it impossible to write my ending during this chaotic and sad stage of my life... there's always something happening! But my rough draft is looking a little better, I go in and tweak it a little whenever I'm having a cheerful happy moment. What do you guys do to help get pass the heartache of losing someone you were close to?