No offence but your dad sounds like a mother fucking ass hole. If he doesn't support you cut off all connections that you have. Tell him you will only talk to him if he supports you. You shouldn't have to feel bad about who you are. You are unique and amazing. Even though I have never met you, you sound like a strong person. And as long as you are trying to make things better, what else can you do? Just remember to stay strong and message me if you want to talk. I cut to. And I'm not happy with who I am but nobody's perfect right? stay strong xx