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Just wanna say, Thankyou so much @Rasperry_Lemons (I think) you guided me through the aftermath of  my minor overdose and made me feel like I had someone,Thankyou x

I just need reassurance

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          Help. I just took some pills, I didn't count how many I can't believe I tried to kill myself on my girlfriends birthday, I'm so scared and I am shaking and I don't know what to do, if you know me in real life don't call the ambulance unless I say to please

Anyone that I don't speak to free to talk? I don't wanna do something I don't wanna do and I wi if I don't  have someone to vent to but it can't be someone I know and talk to already

I haven't seen my dad in over 6 years cuz he's a crackhead and never wanted me,btoday I found out that he lives five minutes away with my grandad who is a pedophile and also a heroine addict, the have know where I live and it became so obvious that he never wanted me, then again who would right?, They have been living there for 4 years and have never spoken to me. My mum's friend and a kinda uncle figure to me, Barry told me this less than an hour ago, I wrote down my phone number and Barry said he will go and give it to my dad and I quote he said " I'll go tell your father to call you and come and see you or stay the hell away from you,bid he messed with you I'll stab him" so yeah, I doubt my father wants to talk to a gay disappointment but hey who knows 

Someone let me vent to them before I crybon my floor and do something I'm gonna regret, someone that I don't personally know and will see at school

Ever just lay and cry about your ex because you still love them so much but they already have another gf and you love them so much that when you broke up you cut yourself and didn't speak and that really hurt you but now your friends and you really want them back so you cry hugging a Teddy they got you wishing it was them hugging you instead and my friends are gonna see this and think I'm weird and then they gonna hate me and I'm gonna cry again because I found videos of me and my ex 

このメッセージはリンのための、あなたは雌犬ですが、あなたは私の最高の雌犬のyayです

It's 01:50am on a Monday morning and I feel like I have drunk five coffees I tried to sleep but couldn't so I wrote this message and is now gonna try to sleep again..