XxLilacButterflyxX
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Update About My Life☺ TW : Suicidal Thought's / Self Harm ❌... My Board Exam Result Came .. lemme Tell you I've Never Studied This Hard for an Exam Before And I Got Good Marks in them before But This Time I put My Everything In It But Got Low Marks .. when I Got to The Site And I clicked My Examination No..i got Very Low Marks Like 310/600... I only Saw The Marks And Started Crying But Yk The Funny Thing When I Take Second Hoping This would All Be a Dream to my luck Nope and I even Failed In My Business Maths Exam.. freaking Fantastic Right?? and I Started Crying More .. all My Friends Have Passed But Only me.. I'm The One Who Failed.. I don't What To do Next what I'm Supposed To do I Prayed Every Fucking Single Night To God Before My Exam result Came.. and I couldn't Take it Anymore .. started To Cut Myself With A Razor .. all The Thoughts Were going like "You're Worthless" "You Couldn't Even Make Your Parents Happy" "They Deserve A Better Kid Than You" all These thoughts And I Cut Cut Cut My Arms Thighs, legs Are Littered With Cuts...And Before I Tried To kill Myself my mom Face Came To Mind and Their (bts) Face Came to mind.. they Wouldn't Want me to do This to Myself and I Leaved the razor.. now it's Been 3 weeks I recovered..another funny Thing Nobody Even noticed.. Nobody Even Cared ☺ I'm Pretty much Alright Now studying For My Exam that coming in July hope I Get Good Marks In them.. ✨