'Dear Chrissy, I'm sorry I left you alone. I always said suicide wasn't the answer but, look at me now. Don't cry because I know you are. Christopher Alexander McLean, I've always loved you. I knew you had a crush on me but I continued to ignore you because I was scared I wouldn't provide you with the best. You take my breath away and I had to go. The bullying, the rapes, the beatings were becoming to much for me to handle. I'm so sorry I left like this. I'll miss you. Your bright smile, your back dimples, your cute laugh, your beautiful eyes, your sassiness, your way to make everybody happy, your accent, your snores, your cuddles, your giggles, the way you call me D-Bear or bookie, your strange obsession with reading upside down, I'll miss you. Your my love, my heart and promise me every time you dream I'll be there. Love forever and always, Dallas (D-Bear)'
He left me. He left me tonight. He shot his self in the neck. I-I miss you D-Bear..I'll never forget you :( ~ Chris
