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i lost access to this account so sorry follow this one! its my new main yall x

poems are powerful mfs like
          
          Your eyes
          
          Your eyes ,
          They light up a thousand stars,
          They light up a million cities,
          They light up a billion planets,
          They light up the darkness fulfilled within one another's heart,
          The darkness in my heart,
          The darkness I was once afraid of,
          And once the light left,
          The light you forheld in your hands,
          It left me afraid,
          You left me afraid,
          You left me alone without the only source of light I had just to give it to another,
          To give it to a friend,
          A friend I knew,
          A friend I no longer loved, 
          A friend I hated,
          Yet I had a heart full of respect for both them,
          And you,
          Because Even though I was afraid of the dark,
          I still loved you and even though you hurt me and left me in the dark,
          it hurt to see someone like you leave,
          It hurt to see you leave,
          Someone who had given me a spark,
          Someone who made the darkness not so scary,
          But i got over that darkness,
          And it no longer scared me after awhile,
          It made me who I am today,
          And who I am, 
          Is better than you'll ever be,
          Although your eyes will continue to light up a thousand stars,
          Your eyes will always be the lie I believd in,
          Your eyes, your beautiful eyes.

<vent>
          
          i hate myself. i found somone again and i love them so so much, but i still hate me. the endless nights of no sleeep. endless days of what? its a loop. ive said it before and its probably really anoying to be in a loop. but i mean come on. every single fucking day i am just reminded on how much i fucking hate me. tbh i love school i dont love assholes in it. iI feel like a peice of garbage. every. fucking. day. but hey who cares about the girl who grew up as a 5 year old and didnt get to live her fucking life! nobody. damn right nobody. i am not me and i need somebody to realize im not okay for once, check up daily make sure im okay. because even if i say im fine im probably noy.

Babesssssssssssssss
          When can we see eachother againnnnnnn??????

also, i may or may not be taking a longer break from writing. Im drained. so goodbye for until i return. there shall be nothing.

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sorry for the reallyyy, really late publishes, school started and like-  ugh- its shitttt! my music class has a boy whose SA'd people multiple times, and vhieghkgkguek, Ooooh- Math, science and HASS suck ass. i'll try to get more things out i promuse, stay safe, eat and drink if you can, just a nibble or sip works xx

Personal opinion of the matter, I don't like Smiley piercings, yes they look good on certain people, but for someone like me like, if we were gonna make out and you had that piercing like take it out before hand put it in after were done like...? Anyone else??? just me? ok