I want life to be over. I want to just lay down... next to him and just stare into his eyes. He's gone now. My life is over. What's the point anymore? Someone important to you has died. And...you couldn't say goodbye.. I've been clean for so long. I wonder if i forgot how painful it felt. Nobody can hear me...
Goodbye.
My brother is my everything. If i cry.. He cries. If i laugh.. He laughs. We are meant to be together and we love each other to death. It's been a year since we both talked to each other. But today he called me and said
"Hey...just called to check up on you. I was worried about you.."
That made my year.
2015~