When everything falls apart you have your best friend to count on right? Well, for me it's not like that. You see, my best friend is why everything fell apart. He wasn't just my best friend though, he was the love of my life. He made me feel special, made me laugh, made me blush and smile every time I saw him... It was perfect, everything I ever wanted. Then, one day a gut churning feeling came to me in the car, I couldn't breatye, my vision was unfocused, I was scared and confused, but then it stopped. I didn't hear from him for four days, and when I did, it was him saying he was done with me. My best friend, the love of my life, was a fuckboy whom I thought I could change, but in the process it just made it easier for him to screw me over and play with me like I was some kind of toy.
~From My Story (not yet on wattpad )