8 months clean buts scars still here. I might be ignored by everyone else but not myself. Not my thoughts. My thoughts.... they hate me. My own thoughts hate me... That's nice. To wallow in self pity and permanent pain or to feel temporary pain that will numb it all?... these are my options.
Am I the only one afraid the person you hate will read your books and be like your book is really good blah blah blah. I'd burn my account down if it were me