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Dear Best friend,
I moved away last year. I know you'll never read this or see this even if you did you'd never know it's me. You are still my best friend and I miss you so fucking much. I've been crying myself to sleep I can't get over loosing you. I've been a shitty friend. I broke your heart and refused to beilive a word you'd say to me when you said you cared and loved me. Im so sorry I broke your heart you really did mean everything to me and if I could do it over I wouldn't have been such an asshat. I should've done something to help you with your problems. I'm sorry I left you to fend for yourself all we had was each other and I let you down. I still wear that choker you got me EVERY DAY because I can't forget you. I can't forget what you meant to me. All those times you'd show me your animations and I'd sing for you. I still remember talking about conspiracy theories outside of that bank near the convenient store while we drank milkshakes. I got in trouble for leaving the house without permission but it was worth it. I remember hiking the Butte and looking at the veiw. I remember helping you with your roller blading...I miss you so much I really did love you...you'll always be my friend