Fuck fucking relationships and don't fucking touch me. 

alright, firstly, joe'l is the best person you will ever fucking meet. hands down, no questions asked.

joe'l comes off down and insensitive but you don't know how lovable and joyous he can become.  he feels pain too. he cries, he pouts, and he gets hurt too. he's a human being just like the rest of us. but he's just a bit more secretive and bottled up. there isn't anything wrong with that.

joe'l is seventeen. he isn't too young and not too old. he's a very hard person to figure out. it's nice getting to find out how interesting he is.

joe'l might be a wee bit mean.
but he does everything for a reason.
he never has an intention to do anything that may hurt you.
i learned that the hard way.
he instantly knows when something is wrong.
normally when its someone he knows, he won't stop trying to figure out what's wrong until you crack.

joe'l doesn't like petty.
joe'l doesn't like fake.
joe'l doesn't like drama.
...
joe'l does not like carrots either.

joe'l gets insecure and it's nearly impossible to get him to see how amazing, nice, sweet, playful, adventurous, freaky, intelligent, and daring he is. but that does not mean you stop trying to make him feel loved. because once you get to know him, you wouldn't want to stop trying to love him and adore him. you wouldn't want him to go another night feeling like he was less of a person. you'd want to keep trying to make him happy. 

joe'l is protective. he's low on tolerance. he's easily hurt. but he's perfect. just utter perfection.

i've known joe'l for a minute and i still don't exactly know him. but what's the fun in figuring everything out about him at once? not a damn thing.

so talk to him. bare with him. love him. don't leave him.

i love you, jo. 

                                                                        you're baby sister, eb.
                                                                                   @-vandalism