First things first, I am deeply sorry about the lack of updates and the lack of communication. I really am, but I do have a life outside wattpad which was more important than thinking of story lines.Which leads me to my second point, I'm leaving.
Not forever, but I have been thinking about this a lot and I just can't find it in me at the moment to complete any of my stories. I've re-read the ones I personally thought I could salvage and continue, but even those I can't find in me to write. It may be due not being used to writing original stories, since I've been writing more fanfictions than writing original stories. I find them more free to write I guess. In my perspective, fanfictions give me an unlimited amount of freedom, than writing my own stories. Which it shouldn't be.
My mojo for writing original stories may be lacking and I don't want to push myself to continue any stories half-arsed. And having the endings of my characters, ones that they don't deserve. I think back to their stories and I've realised they deserve a better ending than one that I rushed because I was stumped. So until I can truly write again, I won't be posting anymore. I don't know when I'll post again, or if I'll even write again, and due to this, I may be taking my stories down.
Since it's unfair that the newest and oldest followers don't get an ending they have been waiting for and I don't want people following me if they aren't going to get the endings and chapters they deserve. I don't know if I'll keep this account open or even make another account, but for now I'll keep it open and I'm going to be in the process of taking some stories down that I think aren't up to scratch anymore.
I am deeply sorry, and I have tried to get into writing, even attempting to write a new story didn't end well. So I am sorry and I'll try to keep you all up to date with my decisions. But from what I can gather from my current feelings, I am going to be leaving Wattpad. Just the writing side.
Megan x