@XxXlivingindoubtXxX
heres my twt cuz this acc is dead and cringe,twitter is the shit now,mehnnnnnn
https://twitter.com/LilDoubtMstrb8
holy fuck,i havent logged in bout a year wtf
Kpop sucks ass... Fyt me
Reading past stuff below is just... Ugh... Knowing what I went through they might never see this but thanks friends
Should i make like a diary as my bew story
Um i'm back...since i was gone not a lot of things happened except the new gravity falls comic which was AMAZING!!!
I got a feelin' called the blues, oh Lord, since my baby said goodbye
Lord I don't know what I'll do, all I do is sit and sigh "Oh Lord"
That last long day she said goodbye, well Lord I thought I would cry
She'll do me, she'll do you, she's got that kinda lovin'
Lord I love to hear her when she calls me sweet daddy
Such a beautiful dream, I hate to think it's all over
I've lost my heart it seems, I've grown so used to you somehow
Well I'm nobody's sugar daddy now
And I'm lonesome, I got the love sick blues
Well I'm in love, I'm in love with a beautiful gal
That's what's the matter with me
I'm in love, I'm in love with a beautiful gal
But she don't care about me
Lord I've tried and I've tried to keep her satisfied
But she just wouldn't stay
So now that she is leavin', this is all I can say
I've got a feelin' called the blues, oh Lord, since my baby said goodbye
Lord I don't know what I'll do, all I do is sit and sigh, "Oh Lord"
That last long day she said goodbye, well Lord I thought I would cry
She'll do me, she'll do you, she's got that kinda lovin'
Lord I love to hear her when she calls me sweet daddy
Such a beautiful dream, I hate to think it all over
I've lost my heart, it seems, I've grown so used to you somehow
Well I'm nobody's sugar daddy now
And I'm lonesome, I got the love sick blues
Call it what you want
maybe it's bad luck
I've been waiting for awhile now
it's hard not to feel stuck
if all these people surround me
why do I feel so alone
I only rent out this space
but im searching for a home
so many people say I've got a heart of stone
I pinched off all the arteries
Im reeping what ive sewn
it was no mistake when I pushed them all away
and those that remain hold a suble distain
but I didn't give them much of a choice
nobody wants to be with a negative voice
so be happy be happy be happy they said
I grew angry grew angry grewy angry instead
I hate you all for leaving
when I needed you the most
my veins grew cold
when I was treated like a ghost
I convinced myself they did me wrong
but later I found it might have been me all along
cause like the dead flowers sitting on my window pane
I took all that water and poured it down the drain
so was it me or was it them?
it was probably me
Heavy-handed
Rapid fire
Infatuation
With my filthy pride
To a senseless beating
Crippled and barely breathing
I tore off my skin
I'll hang from this noose
This is what happens when I show you my demons
Repeating the cycle that turns love into indifference
When I chase after affection, it won't chase after me
I get confused on why we always part so violently
But honestly
The day I met you
I started dying
Oh...
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
Oh...
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Oh...
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
Oh...
'Cause the day you said "no"
I started dying
Pointless madness
I am clueless
Thoughtless choices
I ruin myself
Tear into me like an unknown disease
Give me your damage
I'm begging you, please
She said, "Depression isn't sadness,"
"It's a certain sense of apathy that hangs directly over me."
She'll wrap herself around my neck
I'm too numb to feel the entropy
Surrounding me
Because the day I met you
I started dying
Oh...
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
Oh...
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Oh...
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
Oh...
'Cause the day you said "no"
I started dying
You make me happy...
You'll make me kill myself
I can be happy with you
But I can't be happy if I'm dead
Oh...
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
Oh...
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Oh...
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
Oh...
'Cause the day you said "no"
I felt alive
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