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Sorry I forgot to tell everyone but my friends accounts name is @Naois-Chan very loving person.

Okay, not very important but I have a friend that I've known for a very long time since we were babies join Wattpad and I'm very happy but please don't mistake her for a male because of her male sounding Celtic name.

I did not go to sleep at all. I woke up at 3 P.M. and now I can't sleep.

So me and Devi broke up and I'm really sad because I really loved her but seeing as our love was slowly breaking because of this quarantine which seems like a bad reason but I'll try and get over it and it might take me some time since well still be friends

Me: -watches A Silent Voice again-
          
          Me at the end of the movie: -is crying my heart out at that once scene where Shoko tries to kill herself- whyyyy, my babyyyyy

Me: -pulls down my sunglasses while staring at my messed up sleep schedule before lifting them back up- Well, you can't fix something that's already broken just like Mói.
          
          My family: -takes in a deep breath- Will you get some sleep. WE DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU MAKE SUCH A BIG FUSE OVER ANIME BOYS AT 2 IN THE MORNING!!
          
          Me: -looks at my family before I look down at my nails- Call this revenge for all those time my sleeping had been messed up because of my family who starts raging because they lost a game.
          
          My brother: -clearly knowing it was directed towards them and are trying to avoid any eye contact with me-
          
          Me: And let's not mention that while I'm sleeping you guys cause such loud noises that I can hear it from within the bedroom walls which might I remind you a very thick and almost made up of concrete.
          
          My family:-looks away-
          
          Me: Yeah that's what I thought, now shoo you peasants.

I haven't eaten dinner and my stomach is rumbling in the middle of the night but I'm to lazy to even get up and get some food

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          .......I wanna go to sleep but it seems like my body hates me so much that it isn't letting me got to sleep 

I wanna fucking kill myself so bad because my heads been hurting so much and ahhshhahahahshhshshsgtstejdt3jsy

Me: -pokes Sho so I can get some attention- hey, pay attention to me
          
          Sho: Stop, I'm talking to Riku right now
          
          ~A few hours later~
          
          Me: -keeps on doing the same thing until he pays attention to me-
          
          Sho: What do you want 
          
          Me: I wanted your attention 
          
          Sho: -looks right into my eyes- Are you kidding me. You could've asked for anyone to give you attention and you ask me
          
          Me: Yes
          
          Sho: . . . . . HAH IM BETTER THEN YOU DEVI
          
          Devi: SHUT UP!!! JUST KNOW THAT Z LOVES ME MORE
          
          Sho: NU-UH, SHE LOVES ME MORE!!
          
          Me: -whispers to myself while watching Devi and Sho fight with each other over who I love more- what have I done???