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Everything will be okay

Priscilliajacob

Hi, I am Priscillia. 
          
          An author and i saw your post on a bio about asking if we wanted a book cover. 
          
          Well, I need one for my book, Accidental Ruination. 
          
          I would have texted you in private message but the function no longer exist and i am sorry if you feel like I am disturbing you. 
          
          

neporas

i dont kn how to say this but am just gonna come out clean to u cuz i need help. I CANT really tell u my real name for the sake of confidentiality but i just want to say that firstly i am a christian age 18 i really love GOD i used to have a close relationship wth him to the point that  he told me i was an evangelist [public transport] but i was trusting in him for good grades when i sat to the W.A.S.S.C.E exam's [sierra leonan to be precise] that exam determines whether i go to college or turn out to be a dropout unfortunately for me MY HEAVENLY FATHER JESUS allowed me to fail that exams 3 times now,even though i study hard pray hard fast deligently n work In HIS vineyard my parent re angry n fraustrated,i'm fraustrated.SO now i find myself not praying not reading the word  preaching the gospel when i feel like visiting porn site mastubating stealing lieing hypocrisy CURSING basically am back to my old self again. [NOTE] I NEED PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR ME CUZ I KN MY JESUS STILL LOVES ME N CARES FOR ME. [HOW DO I KN] I KN THE VOICE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT N HE HAS BEEN CALLLING ME BUT I JUST CANT BRING MYSELF TO PRAY N EVEN WHEN I SOMETIMES DO I STIL GO TO THE MESS I CRIED TO GOD THAT I'LL NEVER DO AGAIN PLZ PRAY FOR ME I NEED HELP N URGENTLY B4 THE HOLY SPIRIT FINALLY LEAVE ME TO DO WHAT I WANT 

Xx_believeinyou_xX

I miss him. I miss his touch. The way he held my hand. The way his beautiful eyes looked into mine. The good morning and good night texts. How he always asked to see me. The way he would caress me when we were alone. How he would pull me closer when I pulled away. The way he would hold my chin when he came in for a kiss. The way he would pick me up and hold me like it would be the last time he ever saw me. But things have changed... it's over. I catch feelings and get so deep into it I lose sight of myself. He is with a different girl every week. Why do I even try? All I do is run back to him no matter how many times he makes me cry. He tells me he wishes I got pregnant so I would stay forever. But I'm already stuck. I'm tired of feeling worthless and constantly stressing over him. But it hurts leaving the person I actually truly love.

Bubblykitties101

@Xx_believeinyou_xX 
            
            no please don't say that I care about you a lot even if you don't really know me, I now what you're going through and I can't do anything accept hoping that you get over this and feel better,
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