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Before i stop updating- be happy- i made reading lists (every single story is bxb so if you have an issue that leave XD) theyre maily fanfics but wtv- anyways ill prolly add onto them later idek
          	
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*sigh* well im prolly just gonna give up on writing, i have no future in writing and never will :] so uhm i prolly wont update frequently if at all so dont expect feed updates, book updates or hearing from me in general- cuz i prolly wont answer- i never use this platform to talk to others anyways XD ill prolly make reading lists but other than that i wont rlly use this platform unless its to actually read hah- N E WAYZ
          
          -kAiZiLLa

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Not me realizing that the THREE ENTIRE CHAPTERS i wrote contradicted with the main idea of the fucking book so i had to write the entire three mfn chapters over again. This is fucking tutoure. and people are probably wondering why im doing it if i dont like it, well simply because you can never have the wattpad story that will meet all of your expectations unless you make it yourself, its like role playing with yourself in a way lmfao well anyways- i should probably stop spamming my chat feed that no one check XDDD
          
          
          -kAiZiLLa

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Bro- omg so ive been re-reading through some of my old stories that i couldnt bring myself to delete- and jesus im such a weirdo lmfao like- i honestly dont see myself completing my dream of being a writer anymore XD cuz i was reading this one book today and i realized how complex their vocabulary was and how mature it sounded when they were writing XD i question myself sometimes, like i have no idea why i take the time to type these out when no one even views them lmfao, i also question why i take the time to try to make a story when i know its gonna be trash anyways, i guess its just to fill my imagination cuz i know for a fact im not doing this for anyone else, as i only have 9 followers, and ones from school who i dont talk to anymore, ones my editor/bffl and one is just some rando i found online who i exchanged wattpad accounts with, to all of the other people, i have no idea who you are but you should probably unfollow cuz everything i write is trash XD- ANYWAYSSSSS uh- i got kinda uninspired with The Strays and started on a book that i started a WHILEEEEE back, its called "I Like Girls, Right?" I mean its kinda obvious what its about, but i completed like 3 chapters of it yesterday then read some more last night and i bit today then got inspired XD, who knows? Maybe ill complete the strays maybe i wont, its a high chance itll take me forever to do, as i literally see it as trash (just like myself XD), like its so horrible that i dont even wanna add to it anymore lmao, alot of people are asking for updates tho- (By that i mean like one person XD) and i dont think my editor is too moved on editing my shitty ass stories anymore XD so idk i might have to find a new one or do it myself, but if i do it myself 1. itll take me forever to release the chapters (not that i have a schedule anyways) and 2. everything will be 10x shittier so i mean- have fun with that ig- N E WAYS ima go now i guess (Not that anyones reading this XD)
          
          -kAiZiLLa

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Hey wassup hoesssss anyways i made a new "story" idk its just gonna be one full book of stories, like each chapter of the book will be a quick maybe 4000 to 6000 worded story, itll just be based on whats on my mind or if im feeling inspired, like right now ive been into mystery so that will more than likely be what the first chapter in the book is about. If there is any smut (unlikely) or triggers i will put warnings so please if you dont like smut or are easily triggered DONT READ THAT CHAPTER!!!! If you get triggered by a chapter that has a trigger warning please dont message me saying you were triggered and i should take it down because nine times out of ten i wont because i put a warning( i will specify what the warning is for (EX: sui!c!de, e@t!ng d!s0Rders ETC.)) but if you find something thats triggering in a chapter that doesnt not have a warning please feel free to tell me and ill gladly update it and put a warnig, also if you want make out scenes to be marked as smut please tell me and ill put a warning on it:] I still dunno why im putting this on my feed cuz no one checks my feed but its whatever XD anyways just wanted to say that until next time hoesssssssssss

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HAH hi. So uh- Yeah i have so many stories in my drafts that are edited im just too lazy to proof read them one more time and publish them, idk ill try and update soon :) not that anyone gives fuck XD because NO one reads my shit except some random person i found online my editor and randos who find my book then exit off immediately because they realize it sucks cock, anyways ill try to update, until nextime you hoessssssssss
          
          -KAiZiLLa

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hullo people, so since i didnt update yesterday cuz i was proof reading, i just made it a double update to make up for it, all i have to do if proof read both of these and correct any errors and i will post them! They should be posted sometime before 12 AM today!

XxalostsoulxX13

Hullo to the very small amount of people that are actually following me! I just wanna say- that my writing has been all over the place at the moment. Its been a while since ive actually wrote a story, and one of the last stories i was writing had to get taken down for privacy reasons. But- im here to say that im writing a new story! About me and my best friend. Feel free to stick around to read it! Ill try my very best to update every Saturday! Until next time :]