It's been awhile since we last had contact with each other. I don't want you to think of this as me trying to come back to fill in a void. I made mistakes that I've thought back and reflected on, I'm aware that doesn't give me a fresh start on whatever is left. I saw that you decided to give up on Wattpad. I hope that doesn't mean you're giving up on writing. You have a talent for it and i always admired that about you. I didn't want to make this long so I'll go ahead and get to the point. I'm proud of you for finding yourself. The therapy, school, work all of it. They might seem like small accomplishments but I'm happy that you're finding your path in life. I don't expect you to read this and that's fine if you don't. If you hate me that's alright, but I do think you deserve to hear it from someone.
I remember you being conflicted
The journey of a loner
Battling the world
While taming inner demons
I admired your struggles
And the passion you found within them
You have accomplished great things
Bigger than I myself could've imagined
You proved them wrong at every turn
Stayed fiery while leaving the world to burn
But most importantly
You stayed true to yourself
In my naivety I thought I was helping
Reality is usually far from truths
I hurt you without even realizing it
As there is trust there is betrayal
Convinced myself for a second
That it wouldn't matter
That I wasn't hurt by hurting
Truth is you can't hide from inner thoughts
I realized then
The act of my poisonous sin
Betrayal is not something easily fixed
A trinket of a forgotten past
Neither here nor there
Words do not mend the betrayed
It is only a sickly reminder
Time does not heal all wounds
Reminder is all it takes
To release the stitching of ugly an slash
I wanted neither
Once again I find myself disregarding your pain
In hopes you may find meaning in meaningless words
From the one who has betrayed.