XzaviorWilliams

Howdy folks well I guess I couldn’t stay dead forever, I have been temporarily revived due to me gaining a lot more free time. After literal months of peaking every now and then on my previous journey I think those Sunday Suppers were mentally stacking up on a taxing level. Maybe not for a dedicated writer but for me, I thought I was releasing a lot of work for a buncha people that only gravitated to a certain section of my work. So as a result imma be real with myself I ain’t killing myself on my return. I’m not making any deadlines, due dates, or promises I know damn well I can’t keep. I’m just going to write what I like when I like and I really wanna read more so if I could return the favor for my readers please send me your stories I’d love to read a lot more. I have unfinished chapters for numerous books so I’ll drop those tonight and go from there. I do appreciate y’all but I’d like to start appreciating myself a lot more so if the ATOP 2 questions could be brought to a minimum that’d be nice. (I ignore them for a reason.) But yeah I temporarily arise from the grave. 

XzaviorWilliams

Howdy folks well I guess I couldn’t stay dead forever, I have been temporarily revived due to me gaining a lot more free time. After literal months of peaking every now and then on my previous journey I think those Sunday Suppers were mentally stacking up on a taxing level. Maybe not for a dedicated writer but for me, I thought I was releasing a lot of work for a buncha people that only gravitated to a certain section of my work. So as a result imma be real with myself I ain’t killing myself on my return. I’m not making any deadlines, due dates, or promises I know damn well I can’t keep. I’m just going to write what I like when I like and I really wanna read more so if I could return the favor for my readers please send me your stories I’d love to read a lot more. I have unfinished chapters for numerous books so I’ll drop those tonight and go from there. I do appreciate y’all but I’d like to start appreciating myself a lot more so if the ATOP 2 questions could be brought to a minimum that’d be nice. (I ignore them for a reason.) But yeah I temporarily arise from the grave. 

XzaviorWilliams

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Alright, it’s gotten to the point where I no longer have control over what’s going on with my writing, I was trying to create schedule after schedule after schedule in order to adjust with how life was flowing but I think I give up trying. I can’t fix my own problems and I’ve noticed this through trying to fix everything going on with me time and time again and I just fuck it up. I like writing, I do like I love the art of it all because it’s amazing what we can create. But the drive is gone, it’s not even dwindling or anything it’s just a dead light. And I don’t think I have the energy to turn this shit back on, I unfortunately became one of the things I hate the most. A hope giver, so I apologize to all I’ve disappointed and let down. It seems like a curse of mine and I’m tired of doing it repeatedly to no end, so I’ll be deceased until further notice. I’m not gonna sit here and lie to y’all I don’t think I’m coming back, I just keep doing the same shit and it’s embarrassing. I’ve been working like a mad man thanks to my new job, I get home late after midnight and I hibernate until I get up and ready for work. Like the cycle is becoming more and more draining and I keep adding onto it with trying to find time to write. But I’m not gonna rant any longer I just wanted to apologize because I think deep down I already knew I quit but I was too stubborn to admit it. So I’ll try get up with all of you who have been trying to get in contact with me, again I’m sorry but I’m trying to make amends. It’s been a really nice journey, but I think this is farewell for real this time. Love you all ✌
          

Donniedrako15

@XzaviorWilliams Do what you need to do man. Live your own life.
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GalacticGoblin8

@XzaviorWilliams Happened to me for months, I feel you. You’ll be missed.
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XzaviorWilliams

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Hey, hey guys. It’s me and unfortunately I ain’t get shit done because it’s been a pretty hetic week. I had lots of plans for my birthday and I was still working a lot too so yea, I just ain’t have the time. I’ll get y’all back next week. So feel free to relax just like I shall. And until then.