I've seen your comments from my old fanfics, and I just wanna check up on you. In general, I think, really, you should get the help you need from self-harm. I'm not that active in this app, but if you need someone to talk to, if any friends or even a parent, possibly, please go talk with someone about your thoughts and emotions. You matter, and I want you to take care of yourself, even if it's selfishness. I hope you see this message.