Hey- idk if anyone's going to see this but it's been almost 2 years. I've actually made a few friends, gotten diagnosed with OCD (by neurologist for my adhd and selective mutism), somewhat accepted my alexithymic tendencies (especially in retrospect to the amount of deaths I've been exposed to, recently and long ago), and actually am trying to somewhat improve my relationship with certain family members (albeit still slightly dysfunctional dynamics to my father's lingering effect on my mother and subsequently everyone else), I now have common interests with my younger sister and say good night to her. This account was something I made out of boredom for stimuli but I'm glad that other's find my random hyperfixations and categorization of topics and characters interesting. I feel like this summer i will try to finish all my continue reading (almost 200), and see if any of the authors I liked 2 years ago are still making books and recheck incomplete series. I probably won't be on alll the time but I want to see how everythings going.
Anyways- Happy upcoming summer for my Northen hemisphere folks and if you wish:
How are you all today? =]