Hi everyone! How are you guys doing? It's been a while and I thought I share something that is sitting in my drafts.
Part 1 :
"What do you want Jeong, what do you want from me? Just tell me now so we can both stop acting stupid around each other. What do you want?"
Jeongyeon looked at Nayeon. She knows it's too late, but the thought of what could've been never really left her. So, for what it's worth, Jeongyeon would try.
"I want to grow old in the country side. I imagine myself taking a nap at the balcony on a windy day. I want the wind to caress me in my sleep. I want peaceful days where I just spend appreciating the sea. I want nights where bugs are the only thing I hear. I want to do everything on my own.
I want to be alone..... That's what I wanted after you were gone.
I want nothing to do with anyone because I thought investing myself in them would end up like how we ended up. No matter how hard I try to open up to someone else, it doesn't feel like how it used to with you. So, I decided, I'll grow on my own.
I want to be alone.
But now that I've seen you again, I want all the peace and chaos with you in it. I want you to be there when I wake up from my afternoon nap. I want to hear the door opening when you come home late at night. I want you to complain how bad I am with cooking or how I haven't done any writing. I want you next to me all the time.
I want to be alone with you, that's all what I want.
Let's run away, Nayeon.
We'll go anywhere you want. It wouldn't matter if it's thousands of miles away from here. It wouldn't matter if it's just the two of us there. We can have a simple life on a beach or up in the mountains or better in between them. That'll be our paradise, just the two of us. Say wherever you want to go and I'll follow.
I just want to be with you again. Run away with me."
