YXL-CLASTIC

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          	Yo, what’s good? Happy April Everyone!!
          	
          	 I just wanna come out to give out a little bit of a monthly update in case everyone starts to worry about me.
          	
          	Just so you know, I’m actually doing all right so far everything is going the same way as always.
          	
          	Those who were wondering what happened to my rewritten DS book as it suddenly disappeared a month ago. I unpublished it myself many weeks ago to rewrite the character Bios because I kept making small changes and edits to the point that it started to bother me heavily.
          	
          	When I first published the book I originally planned to start the book up with an original arc after the Entertainment District before going straight to the past.
          	
          	And so after many weeks of thinking I've decided to start off the story from the beginning from square one from the very beginning.
          	
          	And besides that I don’t wanna spoil what already happens at the very beginning. I try to come up with some ideas for what to write in a prologue arc but I keep falling off and once again lose motivation,distracting and procrastinating once again.

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          	  That said, the three main OCs are going to have much stronger, more grounded beginnings this time:
          	  
          	  • Myron starts off deeply introverted and dealing with depression after Xayvion’s disappearance six years ago, along with his parents’ divorce not long after. He’s stuck questioning his purpose and self-worth.
          	  • David is more bitter and rebellious, shaped by growing up in a low-income household with a single mother who worked herself to exhaustion, while the rest of the family turned their backs on them. That kind of upbringing left him with a harsh view of the world.
          	  
          	  • Lucy, on the other hand, lives what looks like a perfect life—but she’s constantly under pressure from her parents’ expectations. Deep down, she wants something more than the path that’s already been chosen for her.
          	  Sometime soon I’m also planning to work on a prequel book about Xayvion’s story and how he got teleported years before the other Iseksai’d Slayers in the main story on his journey to  become a Hashira.
          	  
          	  …. And yes you can definitely say that Xayvion’s is also Beckles’s counterpart. 
          	  
          	  Once again, I have everything planned out. It's just really hard to find the right concentration and the motivation to put everything into words.
          	  
          	  So you guys probably have to wait a little bit more.
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YXL-CLASTIC

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          Yo, what’s good? Happy April Everyone!!
          
           I just wanna come out to give out a little bit of a monthly update in case everyone starts to worry about me.
          
          Just so you know, I’m actually doing all right so far everything is going the same way as always.
          
          Those who were wondering what happened to my rewritten DS book as it suddenly disappeared a month ago. I unpublished it myself many weeks ago to rewrite the character Bios because I kept making small changes and edits to the point that it started to bother me heavily.
          
          When I first published the book I originally planned to start the book up with an original arc after the Entertainment District before going straight to the past.
          
          And so after many weeks of thinking I've decided to start off the story from the beginning from square one from the very beginning.
          
          And besides that I don’t wanna spoil what already happens at the very beginning. I try to come up with some ideas for what to write in a prologue arc but I keep falling off and once again lose motivation,distracting and procrastinating once again.

YXL-CLASTIC

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            That said, the three main OCs are going to have much stronger, more grounded beginnings this time:
            
            • Myron starts off deeply introverted and dealing with depression after Xayvion’s disappearance six years ago, along with his parents’ divorce not long after. He’s stuck questioning his purpose and self-worth.
            • David is more bitter and rebellious, shaped by growing up in a low-income household with a single mother who worked herself to exhaustion, while the rest of the family turned their backs on them. That kind of upbringing left him with a harsh view of the world.
            
            • Lucy, on the other hand, lives what looks like a perfect life—but she’s constantly under pressure from her parents’ expectations. Deep down, she wants something more than the path that’s already been chosen for her.
            Sometime soon I’m also planning to work on a prequel book about Xayvion’s story and how he got teleported years before the other Iseksai’d Slayers in the main story on his journey to  become a Hashira.
            
            …. And yes you can definitely say that Xayvion’s is also Beckles’s counterpart. 
            
            Once again, I have everything planned out. It's just really hard to find the right concentration and the motivation to put everything into words.
            
            So you guys probably have to wait a little bit more.
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YXL-CLASTIC

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          Hey everyone, it’s really been a while. I'm gonna give you a little update in case you guys think I’m actually dead.
          
          First off I just wanna say merry Christmas to y’all and a happy early happy new year. It's really crazy to think that we’re almost into 2026.
          
          A lot of reasons why I was gone for months. I’ve been struggling with my mental health which heavily causes me to be unmotivated to write more chapters and keep you updated.From dealing with college working my 9 to 5 during the busiest  months of the year, it hardly takes a mental toll on me as a whole.
          
          Once again, I have everything planned out in mind, but it’s just so hard to find the right motivation to put everything into words.
          
          I really….really don’t want to give up on writing for you guys. because I really love to share my imaginations to those who supported me and enjoyed my books.
          
          It’s always important to keep myself in check both mentally and physically to keep myself going .
          
          But however, a few good things happened to me in the past few weeks.I went to Tobago once again to see my family during Thanksgiving. Second, I recently just came back from my norwegian cruise already thus making this my fifth trip of my life so far. It was actually really fun. I’d made lots of friends , traveled to different islands and I was drinking and partying which is actually really fun.
          
          And as for my DXD book which I haven’t updated since July I didn’t know it actually been so long to be totally honest I have no excuse for not updating it. Well during the cruise I did actually at least work on it  so far. It has 500 words in chapter 12.
          
           It's small, yes but at least it’s a start. I probably need to watch the whole entire series so I can keep up and hopefully it’ll pick me up on a good spot to start writing more again

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            For the Gundam IBO book I am completely aware  that there’s multiple readers who asked me to continue the story and appreciate all of your support so far. I really don’t want to give up on that book either.
            
            Once I’ve fixed my mental health, I will rewatch a series and hopefully I could at least come up with some ideas to try to work on it a little more.
            
            For the new KNY book the first prologue chapter is about 3K words which is not so bad so far. 
            
            But recently it’ll be way more interesting if I had an extra to the new demon slayer book.
            
            I might use the keyword “MIGHT!!” introducing another OC into a story.
            
            Introducing “Xayvion Joshua Beckles” who is Myron’s older brother.
            
            Turns out he got teleported to the KNY World at least seven years before the three Isekied Slayers became a Demon Slayer as later down the years became a Hashira himself. 
            
            Yes, I did give him the same name as me  but he’s not actually a self insert .If anything, Myron ,Zayne and Kieran are self insert and since their personalities and mental struggles are based on myself in real life.
            
            So I think of Xayvion as just another OC  rather than an insert character.Myron is still the main character BTW.
            
            I was originally planning to make him just a non-cannon or even create some spinoff chapters about him in the future, but after thinking recently, I was considering of making him part of the story and just making cannon the entire story as a Canon character . It'll be more interesting to add other characters into the mix as the story goes on.
            
            Once again, I still decide whether or not I should add him to the story let me know when you guys thoughts either on the comments or on discord.
            
            So anyhow, I hope you have a good Christmas or Hanukkah or any other celebration you do. I wish you all a happy new year.
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SuperMagicaS

Hi! I started to read your Demon Slayer book and I understand the reason of re-writing it. I also do the same thing. So, don’t worry I’ll wait patiently, just take your time and don’t rush 
          
          I wanted to ask you, do you think you can do a My Hero Academia x Black OC? The OC is another persona who watches anime and got teleported into MHA. I was thinking that thanks to his knowledge of the events that will happen - after they told to All Might and Izuku - they will become an important key and a powerful ally.
          
          It’s okay if you don’t want to write it, it was just an idea 
          
          Have a nice day/evening
          
          Best regards,
          SuperMagicaS

DF77777

Why is your demon slayer book discontinued?

DF77777

@YXL-CLASTIC ok
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YXL-CLASTIC

@DF77777 Hey, sorry for responding so late. If you saw the last chapter, you probably know already why I decided to stop and start over. I just wasn’t happy with how things were going.
            
            I’ve had so many ideas since then, and I’m still getting more. Honestly, I should’ve handled my first book differently, but it’s whatever now. I don’t even look back at it anymore because it just feels cringey. At this point, I consider it dead.
            
            But I am going to rewrite my KNY book. I don’t know exactly when, but it’s going to happen sooner or later.
            
            And this time, it’s not just gonna be about Myron. I want the other OCs to really matter too, each with their own personality and struggles, not just background characters.
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