I tried so hard to not cry, but I really miss you, it’s not fair you are gone. I really like how nice and supportive you were. You made me feel accepted, happy, and welcome. You inspired me to come out to some of my friends. But, I really miss you, it’s not the same anymore, I tried everyday not to cry or say what was wrong because I was afraid. I started to be a afraid again even though, I didn’t want to. I was trying to build my confidence again, but it’s not easy anymore. I am terrified on telling people like my friends that I’m terrified and I gave up. But, I’m still here because you are everything, my friends are everything, and most of all these people who write on your message board is everything, I love you and you are really important to me. I miss you so much and I hope you know that I’m crying while writing this. Thank you for everything, I really miss you