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I just wanted to say...I feel a lot of pressure right now. Recently my My Hero book reached 100K and I only opened up three request slots for some characters I wanted to write for. But, I realized that I put myself in a predicament there. You see, I do like taking requests, because I like everyone's cool ideas, but it is still a lot for me. I know myself and I like to write a decent amount of words, at least 900-1000+ words. Im afraid, however that I may not be able to get EVERYONE'S requests done like...EVER. So...what I'm trying to say is...please don't be upset if I never get to yours. I may have said I'd do it, but to be frank, it's a request in that I have no obligation to actually complete it. It's on my own personal kindness and giving nature that I do this and I appreciate it don't get me wrong, but sometimes I just feel like I'm a slave to what my readers want instead of writing what I what. I know I post about my troubles a lot, but that's only because it really bothers me and I want to help you guys understand my feelings because I AM HUMAN. I have other things going on and it's real rough for me right now. Sometimes I just want to chuck all the remaining requests I have out the window ya know? Or at least keep the ones I really like. I guess it's my own fault for opening them in the first place right? Idk if I'm sounding like an asshole rn, so I'll just stop here...
Sorry for this random rant...
Thanks for all your support to those who understand <3 Hope I didn't bother you...