I'm a very immature writer for starters. I don't add decorations in my books, simple words easy to understand is my type. People can easily get bored because of the lack of beauty. They're just so plain, I don't get any motivation from reading it again and again. I write for others to read, not to satisfy myself. Because I started that way, and it's so hard to change it. 

But I'm okay with my flaws, because I can't just hate myself and say I want to die because I'm not perfect. The last thing I want to be is perfect. 

But i regret not taking a serious step towards the things I have to improve to make my books catchy. I'm a fast learner, when I'm interested. So I get motivations from compliments, and I'm embarrassed to admit it. Because since my books has nothing to do with my real life, I struggle a lot to make my book readable and correcting mistakes so it would make some sence. 

Writing for years had this effect on me, that i use paragraphs to talk about one topic 😂. 

Please don't judge me by this, tho. Because I have multiple characters and what you see at one look at me will definitely be a false alarm. 

I'm something different you've never led your eyes on before.