Yanderekillergirl1
Hello Everyone, Wow, I haven't been on this app in such a long time. It's so nostalgic to revisit this place, where when I once was a young creative kid who'd write books when I myself was 12 back then.
Now here I am, 20, matured, and already in a relationship and have an amazing friend group. Ever since I got back on here, I literally went straight to my old books I wrote but kept private, and oh my goodness, ain't no way I was like "Hmm..it's gonna be so awesome!" But boy we all were once cringy, but it helped us be more creative and more helpful to fix words and grammars.
Even even though we all grow up, that doesn't mean to fully forget on what we've all created, what we all learned and encountered here on this app. I've missed many books I used to read and loved, but sadly those books would either be private, forgotten, and on a full permanent hiatus after all these years, wither from fatigue, lack of motivation, being feared of being known as "That one author", and so on.
We've all grown up, and we've missed many self made authors that helped us through what those have gone through. I'm so happy to at least be one of those readers that would be at an era where Wattpad had the books we'd all read and smile too, even for some were spicy lemon or limes, it was quite memorable.
Now you're wondering on what am I doing here? Why am I writing all this? Have I come to finally finish the books I've left to collect dusts? Have I gotten full inspiration after all these years?
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Yanderekillergirl1
I just wished I'd get motivated and finish books, but maybe another time. Until then, focus on your mental health, spend time with those who your care and love for, and be sure to always remember to also put yourself first.
See you around, follower.
Love yourself more, and be honest to yourself.
Don't let what's happening stop you from what you'd want to accomplish. Til then, I'll see you all another time.
- XxDannie StupidxX (Yanderekillergirl1)
♡I Love You All♡
Yanderekillergirl1
No. I haven't, lots of things happened for me. Ive lost many people who were my family, who were my friends, and partners I once was happy with only for it to crumble down. Everytime I felt lost ,weak, empty, or even the slightest glint of wanting to feel that once happy nostalgic feeling for a moment, I'd come back here.
Sometimes I'd try to continue my books, or making do a whole redo on them, but I never do. Maybe one day, but not today.
I have come here to at least let those few followers know on where I've been, what I've been doing, and why im here.
I've been focused on College, but also with my mental state and figuring out who I am.
I'm BiRomantic Asexual, Her/She/They, and what I once wore as a tomboy, to just casual clothing.
I've been usually going to work normally, and afterwards baking and cooking since it's my passion, and hanging out with my irl friends, even those who are far away, I'd see them On Vrchat.
And why am I really here? Why did I come back to this account, and see what young me had built?
Honestly, I've missed being motivated and just letting my fingertips type out the words to a empty book. Even if it was cringe, it brought me happiness and joy to write.
But now it's 2025 of December, close to 2026. I'm saying is, I don't think I could continue most of the books I've promised, but maybe some other books in mind, but who knows. I'm mostly focus on also taking care of my family, and myself.
So this isn't a full Goodbye to my author self, but a farewell for another time.
Just know that you too can create anything you'd want in this app, whatever your fingertips shake with creativity on the words you'd pour out, just know that no matter what happened, or what would make you stop writing your books, just know that you're the best person to be who you'd choose to be, and reading whatever books made you happy once, and about what you wrote.
