Okay so I don't really use this platform anymore, if you haven't noticed. I had my fun here, really. Made some friends like J and Daniel. I was an aspiring writer just trying to get some ideas off my mind. Still am.
I let it get to me, to be honest. The views and such. I thought if no one was reading, it didn't matter.
When my point of making this account was to get ideas off my head, not have a certain fanfiction or whatever blow up.
I logged in today and saw 124 notifications and my 47 story drafts. It was a sight. I hadn't looked at anything major since May 31st.
Wattpad was a really fun place. I'm not even lying.
I guess since everything's changed I finally can look at things positively.
I was basically homeschooled for a while. We all were.
I was trapped in my house for 5 months. Really gave me time to think.
A lot of time to think of how I can better myself.
So I did. I became a better me. Started looking at my mental health a lot more and realized that I couldn't be much aid to anyone if I wasn't helping myself.
I sit here, typing away with a smile. I'm not alone anymore. I've got a girlfriend, and I've even surrounded myself with people who appreciate me.
I'm ready for pain again, yeah,
But I know I can pick myself up again.