Call me Chesnok or Ches, whatever suits your fancy


Pronouns: He/Them 


"I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare." 
-Ned Vizzini


"Ugh, nastiness"
-Dee Metal Family


 "Warning signs I've completely ignored, there's an amount to take, reasons to take more. It's no big surprise you turned out this way"
-Lone Star by The Front Bottoms


 "I don't want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can't even see it, something that's drowning me. I am inadequate and stupid, without worth. I might as well be dead."
- Margaret Atwood


"Is it just me or the weed in my tea or maybe just something else entirely?"
- Anaphylaxis by Pup


"It must've been weird, but what could you do? Watching me bottom out as I came unglued. Like, am I gonna die? Am I already dead? I keep feeling sick, and it never seems to end. This isn't a game, my face was aflame it was starting to swell,"
- Anaphylaxis by Pup 


"Electrical shocks ripped through my body again and again, I'd do anything, shoulda stayed home, cuz I made a mess of things, I confess, I started panicking, praying death, I'd do anything now!" 
-Anaphylaxis by Pup

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Do we become constellations when the last breath finally leaves our lips? Do our stories, our lives become twinkles in the night sky for people to debate over?