I keep telling myself:
"I need to write. I need to write."
While also saying:
"I should write when I'm in the mood to, so it'll come out best."
Im very conflicted...
Also very lazy...
So I've been going with the second one, for an excuse because writing takes effort that I don't really have... Sorry...
Hopefully I'll be back soon, feeling better about my 'skills' (the non existing ones) for writing and just write and have fun with it.
Good night, sleep well.