I really can't

I feel like you guys are owed an explanation for why I haven't been updating. This is a two-parter, so get ready.
          
          There were two reasons I stopped writing. I kind of hit a really busy stage in my life, I pretty much had to get into university and that involved exams. Hard, annoying exams.Then I had to adjust to living away from my parents with five other people whom I had never met before, as well as an entirely new environment living completely independently. 
          
          The other reason I didn't write is more like two parts- the first part was that what I was writing didn't really feel like it was me. I knew if I just put my head down and kept going until I finished a chapter that it wouldn't be what I wanted. It wouldn't be me. I don't want to just copy paste J.K Rowling's books, as good as they are. I told myself I wouldn't put something out if it wasn't me. 
          
          The second part was more of a long-term issue. I was seeing less and less interaction in my books as time passed and I really hated the feeling it gave me. The feeling that because I'd chosen to ensure my work was truly the best I could do, I'd lost the progress I'd worked so hard to gain when I first started writing. It's been four years since I downloaded this app and I've grown in a lot of different ways. I even went through an entire love arc with a person so incredibly perfect for me yet so far away at the same time. It sucked. Really really hard.

I was 14 when I started writing and I'm 18 now. Some things have changed, some stayed the same, but one thing that will always stay the same is me and my writing. I won't just sacrifice quality for the sake of quantity. I'm not pumping out god-awful writing for the sake of efficiency because that's not who I am. 
          
          Now, though, I don't care. I'm going to write what I want when I want. I'm still here, just finally living my life. I'll find a balance between what I need to do and what I want to do, and what I want to do is write fanfiction about my favourite stories. I'll always be a nerd and I'm proud to be one. I just can't believe you've all stayed with me this whole time. Thank you so much for being here and sticking around, even though I don't really get anything out of this it means more than you know. I love you guys. 
          
          It shouldn't be too long before I've got some sort of update sorted out, don't fret. If any of you ever need anything, I know wattpad got rid of private messaging but the community board is always open, not to mention the comment sections in my books. Also, I greatly despise my fourteen-year old self for coming up with the name 'Yeeticantbebothered' instead of actually picking a username. I'm not changing it though. My name is Mason. 

If you finish your stories not halfway 

Hey would you guys want me to write stories on stuff other than Harry Potter? I realised they're kinda mostly focused on that and was just wondering if there was anything else you guys wanted me to hit? I could write about the story itself, make a few OCs and try not to make them hilariously overpowered and edgy, I could even do some reader type shi but heads up I'm a guy so I doubt my female reader perspective would be particularly accurate

I've been cooking up a new story but I only have the start fully ready and I'm not sure if I wanna release it, so if enough people want something relatively new, I'll do it but I'm still not sure where I wanna go so I might take suggestions or votes or something anyway it's fourth year and Harry gets sick of all this bullshit and starts acting more like his father and Sirius. I'm not sure where I wanna go with bashing or characters so I guess it'll be a mix of what you guys want and what I want, anyway just wanted to put this out there

Honestly one of the reasons I haven't been as active on this story anymore is because it seems to have lost a lot of its following and no one votes or comments, people seem to just speedrun the chapter. Cmon, give me some suggestions, tell me what you thought, criticise me, praise me, flirt with me, send me death threats, anything that tells me I inspired some kind of feeling. Don't be shy, this community is really cool and I love interacting with you guys.

Hello . I love you stories 

Guys my pc doesn't have a wifi adapter and it's using ethernet but my dad unplugged the ethernet at one point and now it's plugged back in it can't recognise the network and I've lost all connection in my pc wtf is this

I love the story What If. I hope you update this again.

Heading in for my last test wish me luck also I did my first pull up so yay me