Yelia

Hiii I’m alive :) I feel sorry for putting FFTSR on hiatus and keeping you guys waiting, but throughout the past few months, I’ve kind of lost interest in reading and writing. I’ve been focusing on school and it’s been overwhelming. I don’t think I’ll be able to finish FFTSR, but one day, if I get the writing spark back, I’ll try to finish it. Lately, I’ve been drowning in schoolwork and my emotions. I’ve had such a huge burnout and felt depressed for a while. I even lost interest in Stray Kids a bit, but now, I’m feeling a bit better. I know I’m ranting right now, but I want to just vent out my feelings right now before probably going off this app again for months. I started liking this male friend of mine, who I’ve known for years, but one of my female friends really likes him and he tells me about it and how he’d say yes if she ever confessed. It hurts to support them, but at the same time, I know I’d never be his type. I’m just feeling really overwhelmed and taking a long break from writing before coming back is the best choice for me right now. I hope you guys understand and thank you for reading this. Have a great rest of your day<3

I finally opened up this app after so long. So sorry for not posting a single update for over a month. I'm finally writing a new chapter for FFTSR and hopefully I update it within this week. Sadly though, tomorrow is the last day of summer break for me(╥﹏╥)

I want to write a chapter for FFTSR, but I'm lacking the motivation and I honestly have such a huge writer's block for the past few months that it's hard for me to produce anything creative and interesting. I'm really sorry to those still waiting for an update, but I feel like if I rush myself and just try to write without any inspiration or motivation, I'd get stuck and the chapter would come out really bad and low quality. Once again, I'm sorry to you, my readers, and I'll try to get back to writing as soon as I could.

Day 2 of summer break and I'm feeling so damn lonely and bored. At least Stray Kids can distract me from the boredom and bring some laughter. Stream Always Love by d4vd and Hyunjin<3

Officially been a STAY for 1 year now<33
          I can't believe that a year has already passed since I became a STAY. At most it felt like only 5 months. To be honest, I don't even remember when I officially became part of the fandom, I just remember what got me into Stray Kids. It was the "A New, Unforgettable Case" #1 SKZ CODE Ep. 53. That SKZ CODE got me interested in Stray Kids and I think that was the start of me becoming a STAY. Being part of this fandom and loving each member of Stray Kids equally is the best decision I've ever made. They've changed me into a better person, made me open my eyes and see how meaningful the littlest things are, and made me appreciate life more. I don't know how I would have been if I hadn't gotten interested in kpop and discovered Stray Kids.

Hi , can you make hyunsung ff

I JUST OPENED WATTPAD AND SAW THAT FROM FORCED TO SOMETHING REAL NOW HAS 20K READS!! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH<33 I NEVER WOULD'VE THOUGHT THAT MY BOOK WOULD BECOME THIS LOVED AND READ!! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH<33

It’s my birthday today!! :D
          I wrote Chapter 42 a few nights ago when I had the time and motivation, but I decided to post it on my birthday as my gift for you guys<3
          Even though I had an important exam that took 5 periods today, my friends still wished me happy birthday and gifted me some gifts. I spent my birthday at school happily and I’m so grateful for them<33

Won't be updating again sadly. I'm sorry to those who are still waiting for FFTSR (From Forced to Something Real) to update. I got sick again and my head feels like exploding. And exams are coming up once again for the next week. Hopefully I can recover quickly and make time to write during my spring break that's coming up.

Btw, I haven’t been on this app in so long. I honestly feel like shit rn, the burden and pressure of getting good grades is taking a toll on my mental and emotional health. I don’t think I will be posting a new chapter soon, sorry. One of the only things/people that’s keeping me going is Stray Kids. I can’t wait for Mixtape: dominATE<33