Jasper / Magnus

Wattpad made me restart my account and lose all my followers/followings but hello lovelies :)

I’ll delete my acc when I can get my MacBook which is why I haven’t done it yet so I’ll be shit posting til then lol
          
          So like hi?? I’m eating enchiladas at 1:30am and watching cute comic dubs, how are y’all  

There’s several things I should do to better my mental health but I don’t have the strength or courage to do them. 
          I’m struggling, so I’m sorry I can’t write. I can’t be social. I can’t be a good friend. I hide away in my otome games and roleplays because at least then I can control who gets happy endings. I’m tired of feeling hopeless and helpless but this feeling just never stays away. 
          So I’m sorry to you all. After people get a chance to see this message I think I’ll be deactivating this account. There’s several other things I need to do but I’m a coward and really fuçked up right now. 
          I really am sorry. 

I feel like it’s against the rules of sport to be engaged to your coach-? Is it? This is important  

there’s nothing sweet about being 16 :/ today is the first day i could find that out. it’s my birthday but i’m not doing so well so i can’t call it a happy birthday. sorry for being inactive and unsocial. 

I keep forgetting Barbra’s actually a girl cuz I’ve watched the animatic too many times where she’s Patton :0

Someday I’ll copy and pass my Mystic Messenger fics to here in Wattpad
          Someday I’ll answer stuff on my ask/dare book
          Someday I’ll continue my Supernatural season 15 fix its
          Someday I’ll write about the Ineffable Husbands
          Someday I’ll catch up on school work so I won’t feel guilty writing for myself
          Someday I’ll stop lying to my parents about getting stuff done because then nothing ever gets done
          Someday I’ll be comfortable enough to say thank you to a complement 
          Someday the thought of love won’t make me feel sick with anxiety
          Someday I’ll stop hating myself with such a passion that I drag everyone else down with me 
          That day is not today. But it might be sometime in 2021. Happy New Years 

Peter Nureyev deserves one phat hug
          And Juno Steel is one hell of a icon and such a bi disaster  
          Blame my sister for getting me to listen to Penumbra 

Imma update my “me being weird” book so yall can know why I’m really dealing with a red mess  everything’s fine

My hands are a normal color now. 
          
          The blood of the enemies had been washed away.