Mental instability. Ain't it funny.
To anyone who possibly stumbles across this, things can be real bad. I've never been able to grasp any of my own actions my entire life. Enjoy every moment of your life while you can, even if things are at their bleakest or worse, or you feel like it's impossible for anything to get better. I've been a victim of attempted murder, robbery, abuse, blackmail and all sorts that through the nightmares I've constantly pushed to appearing as someone else completely in every scenario I end up in.
I don't regret the outcome, though I still suffer and fight collapsing to my last breath literally every second I still believe there's something more for me to exist. I kind of went off-topic, but I wanted to apologise for anything I've done. I've made people enjoy times or went off the deep end and made them absolutely hate and despise me out of nowhere. I done goofed, and I don't have a reason.
To anyone who sees this, enjoy your life and every good thing that happens. It doesn't matter how much darkness you have to get through, every respite of light is worth it once you get there.
I don't plan to return or just want some attention sob-story, but right now I'm at a level which makes any mental asylum quiver in fear. The only person who can figure out who I even am is me, so I must keep going back and sifting through all the regrettable actions or lost memories of the past. Have a good time-zone matching reference to the current time of day.
